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TopicThoughts on this? Trying to become a better person, but now allowed to
Bad_Mojo
06/20/21 5:42:50 PM
#59
Lost_All_Senses posted...
Lol, it almost looks like there's a car under all that stu-...oh...wtf.

yeah, that's my truck they bought me on my 16th birthday, back in 1997. The tags expired in 1997. I told them many times leading up to my birthday I didn't want a truck, but they bought me one anyways. Told them many times in my life that it scares me to drive, has since I was a young kids when they used to make me go go-karting with my cousins or drive those 4-wheelers around. They didn't listen, took me out to show me how "easy" it was, and I almost ended up [ToS violation] because of how bad my panic attacks were after that. After awhile they stopped trying to tell me how "easy" it is

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TopicThoughts on this? Trying to become a better person, but now allowed to
Bad_Mojo
06/20/21 5:39:55 PM
#55
Steelix500 posted...
Why don't you drive or learn to do it. Its easy as fuck, yeah its nerve racking as hell when you first do it hell I had to learn how to drive in NYC it was stressful as fuck but the more you do it the better you get and the less you stress over

Good for you, you're better than me. Lots of you in here are. Congrats.

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TopicThoughts on this? Trying to become a better person, but now allowed to
Bad_Mojo
06/20/21 5:35:57 PM
#50
pick4six posted...
Oh okay. Hmm. I think you should just start dumping the trash slowly through the normal garbage until it's gone.

Here in Portland the normal garbage comes twice a month. Week 2 and 4 of the month. It's hard to get rid of my normal trash, I've had to walk bags down to the gas station before and throw 'em away.

Right now in the back of the trailer I have about 15 big yard bags full of dirt/leaves/grass, some old furniture, normal trash, metal, 4 tires, and a bunch of other shit.

Here is what I have left -



As well has an oven and air conditioner outside

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TopicThoughts on this? Trying to become a better person, but now allowed to
Bad_Mojo
06/20/21 5:31:54 PM
#47
pick4six posted...
How come you have high motivation to clean but no motivation to learn to drive?

15 year olds start learning to drive.

I have very horrible panic attacks when I try to drive


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TopicIt's funny how people are willing to accept theories like the universe is alive
Bad_Mojo
06/20/21 5:27:13 PM
#47
TC, things have been proved that things grow and evolve. That sort of things happening other places in the entire universe is a LOT more possible than some deity snapped their fingers and everything appeared.

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TopicAre you going to continue wearing face masks when you go out?
Bad_Mojo
06/20/21 5:08:30 PM
#42
AloneIBreak posted...
I dont really see the point anymore.

There are other sicknesses that it prevents. It's why masks are so popular in Japan

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TopicAre you going to continue wearing face masks when you go out?
Bad_Mojo
06/20/21 5:06:32 PM
#40
I am

1 - I'm not vaccinated yet. It's not that I don't want to, it's just that when I went online to schedule it, I got overwhelmed. Asking me a bunch of questions I didn't know, so I just gave up. Why can't it just be easy? I don't have a primary doctor because I never get sick or injured, so who do I put down? Stuff like that

2- I don't have any teeth, and only my top dentures fit, and it's missing half of one of the front teeth. It makes it much easier to talk with people and be social with the mask on, covering that up

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Topicall millennials could learn a lesson from this zoomer
Bad_Mojo
06/20/21 4:50:14 PM
#9
Raikuro posted...
"Doing nothing all day in front of a screen doesn't feel good"

For a lot of people this is what work is tho

So they're working and not doing "nothing"?

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TopicAre you ready for the Steam Summer Sale?
Bad_Mojo
06/20/21 4:49:22 PM
#7
Topicall millennials could learn a lesson from this zoomer
Bad_Mojo
06/20/21 4:48:39 PM
#7
Seems like she's got a good head on her shoulders. Good for her

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TopicOn this day, Kanye West released his worst album
Bad_Mojo
06/20/21 4:39:57 PM
#87
So far I've added -

Devil In A New Dress
Gorgeous
We Major
Heard 'Em Say
Family Busniess
New Slaves

To my playlist

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TopicThoughts on this? Trying to become a better person, but now allowed to
Bad_Mojo
06/20/21 4:17:42 PM
#38
Tenlaar posted...
Working on the yard isn't what made you feel better, it was getting out and working on something and seeing results. If it didn't happen now because your father won't dump the trailer it would happen a little bit later when you finished working on the yard. Put that energy into developing a stable, physical hobby that doesn't require the involvement of somebody else to be sustained.

It's making me depressed to see all this junk around here I need to throw away. It's making me depressed seeing my lawn become over grown. It's making me depressed knowing that they always help me brother, who treats them like crap, but they won't do anything to help me, the son that's doing so much for them.

masticatingman posted...
Probably should get a drivers license.

That's something I can't get over. I've tried. I have very, VERY bad panic attacks. Like, full blown balling and shaking ones.


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TopicThoughts on this? Trying to become a better person, but now allowed to
Bad_Mojo
06/20/21 3:34:51 PM
#27
R1masher posted...
I was referring to post 5, but maybe its just bad mojo burn some sage

Sure, I can do that without, "but," as well.

There are a few other things I need to do around my place. I need to mow the lawn, I need to pressure wash some stuff, and I want to sand down a fridge. The stuff I need is with other family members and I never get to use them, which is fine, I guess.

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TopicThoughts on this? Trying to become a better person, but now allowed to
Bad_Mojo
06/20/21 3:30:48 PM
#22
RedJackson posted...
I agree with this maybe even travel via uber with the money to help out even and meet them at the dump site


Bad_Mojo posted...
I said I would hire someone to come and pick the trailer up, but it's my dad's trailer, and he think someone will ruin it.


RedJackson posted...
Maybe just be honest with how you feel tbh


Bad_Mojo posted...
They know this


But every weekend they help my brother out, taking hours out of their time to do so - the son that doesn't help them at all.

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TopicThoughts on this? Trying to become a better person, but now allowed to
Bad_Mojo
06/20/21 3:27:09 PM
#18
TendoDRM posted...
Why don't you learn to drive? That'll give you something to work towards and let you be less dependent on your parents.

I get horrible shakes. HUGE issue, I can't even do go-karts or bumper cars. Quit a job one time, the only time, because I had a panic attack working on a fork lift

[LFAQs-redacted-quote]


That's the thing - I hate help. Most people that come and help me makes the job harder for me. That's why I'm so hurt over this - They always "help" with shit I don't want them to help with because they make it harder to do it, and when I ask for something, they make it super complicated. But that's an issue on me, not them. I don't work well with people, I'm the strange one

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TopicThoughts on this? Trying to become a better person, but now allowed to
Bad_Mojo
06/20/21 3:23:09 PM
#12
R1masher posted...
count how many times you wrote but

Okay, got it. I'll say it without, "but" -

My parents both know that I'm really depressed and that working around my house and yard has really improved that. They are both really happy with all of the work I've done at both of our places, including the little I've done at my brother's house.

Now that I've done a lot of work and ready to continue, I've hit a snag because my dad won't help me with the one thing I need - a quick drive to the dump so I can clean even more things up for them.

Now I'm starting to get really depressed again, I've talked about it to him, and they continue to not help me. And this is in response to them asking me things like, "how can we help you feel better," and, "you can always come and ask us for anything," and statements like, "we should pay you money for all the great work you've done around here,' and, "everything looks so good. Thank you so much!"

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TopicThoughts on this? Trying to become a better person, but now allowed to
Bad_Mojo
06/20/21 3:14:59 PM
#7
R1masher posted...
Dont worry about it, you seem to have an excuse for everything

Um, what?

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TopicThoughts on this? Trying to become a better person, but now allowed to
Bad_Mojo
06/20/21 3:12:37 PM
#5
KILBOTz posted...
Take their money, use it to get someone on Craigslist to dump the trailer for you. Then get back to work and stay happy.

I said I would hire someone to come and pick the trailer up, but it's my dad's trailer, and he think someone will ruin it.

Shablagoo posted...
Is there some other task you can work on in the meantime to keep yourself occupied? That does sound frustrating, sorry.

Not now. I need to pressure wash, but my dad has to find one of the pieces. I could mow for 4mins, but my brother has the battery, both of them, and never returns it. Tried to have the neighbor lend me his, but he wasn't home.

I was trying to grind the rust off of an outside fridge, but I couldn't get it to work with sandpaper. My dad has a power one, but at this point I'm about to f'n lose it if he continues to prevent me from working, so I'm not even going to ask him for it.

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TopicAre things only creepy if an unattractive guy does them?
Bad_Mojo
06/20/21 3:06:58 PM
#13
This is the sole reason why I haven't been on a date in over 15 years - I NEVER hit on any women because

Lost_All_Senses posted...
Shits complex

Too complex for me. I'm the type of person that views people has individuals, and not groups. So I'll never find any sort of advice on this subject helpful because almost all of those helpful tips views women as a whole, believe they're all the same. All want and feel the same. They don't. So I don't ever flirt or hit on strangers because I don't know what they personally find offensive or pushing things too far. Or not being bold enough and giving up too quickly.

So I wait and get to know people, but by then I'm to afraid to hit on them or flirt because it feels like I'm crossing a friendship line when I do that. Also doesn't help that all of these "friends" are people I work with - so that make me even more afraid to flirt and be snarky because I don't want to get fired or written up.

I am WAY too empathic

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TopicDid your grandpa have a Buick LeSabre?
Bad_Mojo
06/20/21 2:55:40 PM
#16
TopicThoughts on this? Trying to become a better person, but now allowed to
Bad_Mojo
06/20/21 2:54:40 PM
#2
I don't know what to do. I'm starting to get really, really depressed. I don't want to sit here, I want to get things cleaned up. I can't even f'n hire one of those trailers to come here to fill up because the spot is taken up by the camping trailer they leave here since I don't drive.

I don't understand why it's such an issue. I want to do all the work and make everything look nice, for free. All I need is 20mins of your time to drive the trailer up and back. I'll pay and do all the work. But I guess Facebook games are more important to do

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TopicModders are doing amazing stuff with DS3
Bad_Mojo
06/20/21 2:20:05 PM
#9
Thanks. I didnt even try the starting Pyro skill because i didnt know how to switch to it.

Also couldnt get the jump right to jump to that item.

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TopicShoebill Storks are terrifying tbh
Bad_Mojo
06/20/21 2:13:46 PM
#8
I want one for a pet. I also want one of those Devil Dogs. The ones that look like black statues and I think are linked to Egypt

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TopicAre we really any better than China?
Bad_Mojo
06/20/21 2:11:52 PM
#9
TC, just stop. China and America both are made up individuals, stop with this mass labeling

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TopicModders are doing amazing stuff with DS3
Bad_Mojo
06/20/21 2:10:49 PM
#7
I'll ask here since nobody ever clicks on my topics to help me out

Do you like Pyromancer or Sorcerer more? I just started up DS3 for the first time, and I'm liking Sorcerer more, but I haven't beat the first mini-boss with anyone yet. Just testing them all out

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TopicHellhorned has TWO terrible champions in Monster Train, imo
Bad_Mojo
06/20/21 1:46:37 PM
#1
I can pretty easily win at 4-5 Heat with any other Champion, but I can't even win at 1 wither either Hellhorn Champion. What am I doing wrong?

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TopicHave you ever played a porn game?
Bad_Mojo
06/20/21 1:44:26 PM
#21
Yeah. Some of the old Atari ones just to see what they were all about. Emu. . .*get shot*

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TopicXanthan gum are like powdered senzu beans
Bad_Mojo
06/20/21 1:43:02 PM
#16
Irony posted...
I've never had to sign my name to buy spray paint. Do you live in Detroit or something.

Portland. We've had some spay paint issues around here for awhile now

Have to go to the actual pharmacy as well to buy fucking Night-Quil as well

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TopicXanthan gum are like powdered senzu beans
Bad_Mojo
06/20/21 1:40:26 PM
#11
Irony posted...
It's not medicine lol

Neither is spray paint, but I need to sign my name to buy some

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TopicXanthan gum are like powdered senzu beans
Bad_Mojo
06/20/21 1:37:09 PM
#8
TopicThoughts on this? Trying to become a better person, but now allowed to
Bad_Mojo
06/20/21 1:35:47 PM
#1
So, I've been alcohol free now for 6 months and I've lost a lot of weight and starting to feel really good about myself. One of the reasons is because I've been going outside to work in my yard, and then work over at my parent's place as well to clean their stuff up. They've been really thankful and want to pay me for my work, but I don't want them to pay, I just want my dad to help me with a very little thing - taking the trailer to the dump so I can use it again, but he never does.

It's been full for the past 5 days now, preventing me from doing more work, something I need to do in order to remain happy and not depressed. They know this. I don't even need my dad to empty it, I just don't drive, so I can't take it there. Now I'm starting to get really depressed again because I can't get anything else done at either of our places until the trailer is empty and I can put more stuff in it.

I even tried to give my dad the money for it, but he said he should pay me for all the work I've done for them, but I don't want their money, I want the fucking trailer dumped, but he doesn't "feel" like it, and never does.

So how would you feel about that? Someone is doing a bunch of great, free labor for you, and all you have to do is one simple thing, drive 1/2 mile up the street and let me empty it.

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TopicShonen Tournament arcs are my favorites. Come at me
Bad_Mojo
06/20/21 1:28:33 PM
#10
Sheiky-Baby posted...
Only good tournament was the 23rd World Martial Arts Tournament in Dragon Ball. Goku vs Piccolo Jr.


That's not even the best one in the OG series, let alone of all time. In fact, I think that's the weakest of the 3 we get. Second weakest if we count the Baba Cup

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TopicShonen Tournament arcs are my favorites. Come at me
Bad_Mojo
06/20/21 1:13:47 PM
#4
All tournaments are the best, IMO. Its one of the biggest reasons why New Japan > WWE, amazing tournaments multiple times a year

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TopicRIP *boruto anime spoilers*
Bad_Mojo
06/20/21 1:07:16 PM
#39
Okay, we like what we like. I think Ship is a lot better than the original series.

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TopicIf Marijuana isn't legal by 2024, I will abstain from voting
Bad_Mojo
06/20/21 1:02:45 PM
#10
Humble_Novice posted...
Spoken like a spoiled Westerner.

Explain to me how it does, please. Every single one of them is a lying, backstabbing scumbag that only cares about their own money and doesn't give a single fuck about any of us.

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TopicITT: Reddit shit.
Bad_Mojo
06/20/21 1:01:11 PM
#11
Maybe you all should stop going to the same popular f'n places? Everywhere I go on Reddit I don't see this Meme shit, but that's because I'm not mentally weak that seeks out the same, boring shit as everyone else. Yes, a place that has 10,000 people on it right now is going to be a shitty place to post - don't do it

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TopicRIP *boruto anime spoilers*
Bad_Mojo
06/20/21 12:55:14 PM
#37
lilORANG posted...
I stopped watching this shit like halfway through the Pain arc, but Sasuke was definitely irredeemably evil by that point. Why is he a good guy now and not in jail?

How do you not finish the Pain Arc? That's the best thing in Ship, imo. Shit is still good after that, nothing will beat, "Know this, I will love you always."

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TopicIf Marijuana isn't legal by 2024, I will abstain from voting
Bad_Mojo
06/20/21 12:53:51 PM
#8
TopicSports fans polled. WWE fans most intelligent. NASCAR lowest
Bad_Mojo
06/20/21 12:13:00 PM
#8
monkmith posted...
wait, WWE is considered a sport? is a fixed match considered a sport now?

Think of it like ice skating pairs. The two in there are partners working together to be a better pair than the others.

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TopicITT: Reddit shit.
Bad_Mojo
06/20/21 12:11:17 PM
#5
Since this topic is here - Why does Reddit always die on me? For example - Why do videos just stop working? On Next Fucking Level it has lots of videos. After scrolling down past 5-7 of them they all stop working.

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TopicSports fans polled. WWE fans most intelligent. NASCAR lowest
Bad_Mojo
06/20/21 12:08:13 PM
#4
Well, yeah. It can take a lot of mental gymnastics to watch pro wrestling. Lots of names to remember, some real and some made up. Some different where they are in the world.

And then we have all the creative writing that happens in your head that makes you exercise that brain muscle

There is a big reason why so many do good in politics

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TopicGot kids around? Thoughts on my purchase for my nephew?
Bad_Mojo
06/20/21 11:59:44 AM
#16
Topic[Hip Hop Heads] - Wow, never heard this before
Bad_Mojo
06/20/21 12:42:32 AM
#1
TopicGot kids around? Thoughts on my purchase for my nephew?
Bad_Mojo
06/19/21 6:44:47 PM
#15
TopicGot kids around? Thoughts on my purchase for my nephew?
Bad_Mojo
06/19/21 12:53:06 PM
#14
Wish I saw this earlier so it would be here for this weekend

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TopicOn this day, Kanye West released his worst album
Bad_Mojo
06/19/21 11:09:15 AM
#63
So far Im hating a lot of the endings to songs. Horrible sound like nails on chalk boards. Like a guitar thats playing the same wrong note loudly.

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TopicGot kids around? Thoughts on my purchase for my nephew?
Bad_Mojo
06/19/21 10:50:39 AM
#13
Awesome! Im pretty excited. Hes definitely Uncles boy, we have a lot of fun almost every weekend.

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TopicGot kids around? Thoughts on my purchase for my nephew?
Bad_Mojo
06/19/21 8:59:52 AM
#6
Hes two, and weve been making blanket forts. Time to upgrade

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TopicGot kids around? Thoughts on my purchase for my nephew?
Bad_Mojo
06/19/21 8:48:54 AM
#1
Since summer is here now and I we play outside, I thought this was something good to buy for him and I to do



First one with the bars only comes with 2 or 3 tarps, so I got the other thing as well with the beanbags.

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TopicI only want 1 to pass the time. Which one? Dark Souls 2 or 3?
Bad_Mojo
06/19/21 8:39:29 AM
#30
Can I switch the controls? I keep drinking my potion when I go to attack. Not used to the RT buttons to be attacks

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