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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Michiko_Naruke

Just wanted to drop this here.

This is the woman who composed the music in Wild Arms 1, 2 and 3

There lowkey needs to be a statue made of this Naruke-san, she is amazing

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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

I do like how TC's gimmick keeps gaining layers.

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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

I know this will not be seen but I think people should realize that homelessness isn't due to a lack of housing.

It a lack of affordable housing, meaning that there are already plenty of homes where people could stay, but the way the market works means that most people can't afford these homes anyway, and thus affordable housing is always a subset of housing, and not the main function.

What I'm trying to say is that homelessness has no solution so long as homes cost money.
Inversely homelessness has an intrinsic value to the price of a home, and thus the more homeless people there are the more likelihood of profit to be made from owning real estate.


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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

solosnake posted...

Isnt 4chan where the terrorist organization "anonymous" hangs out?

I love the fake innocence in this.

Like he couldn't Goggle this

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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

JBaLLEN66 posted...

How old are you tc

30

Edit, Aye, wait a minute, why you ask? lol

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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

1. Thanks, I did not know about the @'ing people, whoops my bad
2. I will conceded that yes I am upset (I wouldn't say bitter), and while I hate using the term "give up", I do feel like I have, and thus created the topic asking for assistance from others who understand was me coming to acceptance and attempting to form a strategy for the future that I have chosen, so I don't know if I'm STILL upset. I would say that I have accepted it as an impossibility and I am no longer paralyzed by the pain of situation, and thus I am comfortable stating my feelings and looking for advice.

And to Mattnd2007
I don't love myself, but I don't think a grown man should be in love with anything (just my opinion). But I do think I could be a little easier and more forgiving on myself, I'll give you that.
However I do think my stance on my personal solidarity is legitimate and I did not come to this conclusion in a swirl of emotions.

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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

joe40001 posted...

Because, I've personally experienced both first-hand and second-hand using "woe is me" as a fishing expedition for reassurance of something that you want to hear but think you can get.

Let me put it another way: If it were 100% true you could get a happy, healthy, fulfilling relationship where you felt wanted. Would you want to know? Would this topic change?

I'm not saying you can. I'm saying I'm potentially getting vibes that some part of you might be fishing for reassurance if it's possible.

@joe40001

I hope I am answering this correctly, but If I felt the potentiality to have a happy, healthy, fulfilling relationship, and was having trouble obtaining, then I would ask for advice on how to obtain it. However this is not the case, and therefore that is not what I asked for.

Wow, actually reading your question made me realize that I have no idea what a happy, health, fulfilling relationship is and therefore its not surprising (to me at least) that I would not place my hopes in something that is unknown to me.

I don't think I would have any problem openly asking for comfort on this board in the same way I feel no problem stating my vulnerabilities. I hope that was clear enough.


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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

Keith_Valentine posted...

MGTOW seems like your best bet. I dunno why you wouldnt want female companionship but thats your business.

@Keith_Valentine I don't agree with MGTOW. I actually feel like women play a vital part to our society and that choosing a life where they are not involved is kinda anti-humanitarian. I just don't think that I deserve female companionship.

joe40001 posted...

I can't tell if you are consciously or unconsciously trying to fish for somebody to talk you out of your mindset.

Are you?

@joe40001 Not at all, I feel that they way we form our beliefs are partially based on the factors that have influenced our lives, and therefore on such opinionated topics such as this, I don't think I could be talked out of the mindset (vice-versa I don't think I could convince anyone to believe my mindset)
As stated previously the purpose of this topic was hopefully to get advice from like minded people.

If I may ask, what led you to believe that I might have been consciously or unconsciously trying to find someone to change my mind?

EDIT: Also let me say this is why I choose to post this hear. Sorry to say this, but I would never feel this comfortable telling people I knew IRL about these feelings, and thus this board makes a nice place to post my more vulnerable thoughts.

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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

Keith_Valentine posted...

Way of the Samurai 2 was a great game. I played the shit out of it, loved collecting all those swords.

I dont have any advice that would help you, except quit looking at porn and try to date an ugly girl with a nice body. I dunno, I get along with people but I dont have a shitload of friends like I did before I moved. And lots of people I meet now, I dont like as much. Theres not a lot of people that I want to get to know better. My ltr meets those needs pretty well, but I put in a soul crushing amount of effort into cultivating that. I wouldnt look for it again.

AntiNoob posted...

Be an alpha man, tc
That way you will be wanted

Thank you both, but I feel like I might possibly be misrepresenting myself. I am not trying to get a girl, nor do I want to be wanted. I am literally trying to find a way to do without, and I was hoping that others who have traveled the path would be able to provide assistance. I don't want a pep talk.

@AntiNoob
I real man makes decisions, and doesn't leave things up to hope or chance.

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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

berlyman101 posted...

I think your road to love, humility, and kindness is a shorter road than a life of brooding and solipsism. Even people who have accomplished great things in solitude had a goal based in some sort of love for people and the things we do or need.

So, your goal is ridiculous and conceited. That in itself is far from irredeemable but know that you may have much to offer yourself and the world if you simply are not so short-sighted. You can change everything for the better if you confront your pride and understand just a bit how it is constricting you.

@berlyman101
Thank you for you response. I do feel like you might have is misunderstood my goals here. First off, I am a social worker, so I do feel like directly contribute to both the community and my world, and thus I feel like my desired "life of brooding and solipsism" is really just me being a self-realized person. I mean I know my limits and my weakness , and I think (especially at the age of 30), that some of the positive things you said aren't true, and that I may need to be mature and realize what is actually available. I don't know how my quest for solidarity conceited, and I question why you think I have anything to offer myself. I would think that I am letting my pride go in ADMITTING that I am a lesser person, and acclimate my life around that.

Again, I don't mean to be confrontational, but I'm confused as to how you would draw my desire to withdraw do to inadequacy within myself to me being conceited. I feel kinda liberated finally being honest with how I truly feel.

I don't believe all of us are created equally, so it stands to reason that some of may not have a road to love.
I think I have a lot of humility by talking about my limitations.
And I fail to see how I lack kindness (except to maybe myself)

I hope you realize by the size of my post how much I appreciate you response.

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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

Parappa09 posted...

sorry to say it my guy, but you need to work on that as a priority

it sounds like a lot of what you're saying that you want (e.g. accepting being unwanted) is covering up other issues like that one. and what will make you happy is if you work on these instead rather than finding something you think will cover up the cracks

@Parappa09
Thanks for the response. Just to clarify, I feel like the only way to deal with the whole "being vulnerable" situation, is to accept the fact that I am generally unwanted, and thus that is why I was asking for tips for accepting being unwanted.

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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

smoke_break posted...

Sorry, but you are human. You will never be okay with being isolated.

That's the problem, I seem to both be a terrible human, and really bad at being human. So I was trying to create the alternative option. BUT you are right, and I was at a loss, and thus I asked for advice.
[LFAQs-redacted-quote]

I won't. I am ok with ugly (and stated above am really looking for ways to avoid that turning into toxic feelings), and incel circles seemingly blame women, and I definitely don't blame women for my lack attractive features.

Parappa09 posted...

i believe that you need to have a good circle of close friends irl at the very least

hunans are social creatures and even the most introverted ppl need time to spend with others who share same interests, look out for you and can get advice from

I agree with you, however (probably for some reason in my childhood or my past), I do not feel comfortable being vulnerably close to people. While I know this is a problem, I was hoping that the would be a more personal alternative.

Thanks again for the responses, and for performing the "friend-surrogate" role for me

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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

bndluesr posted...

This might be a shot in the dark, but here goes:

1. You sound like you actually enjoy being alone, you enjoy your own thoughts, this is great
2. A little social interaction never hurt anybody, you're just into your own stuff (not very common)
3. Find other "weirdos" like yourself
4. Lay off the self-deprecating BS
Now post a personal story you find interesting.

Thanks for responding to my post, for my reply

1. I do enjoy being alone, however I feel like inversely the more I enjoy being alone, the more being around people make me really depressed.
2. Self-deprecating BS? While certainly not tasteful, I don't think that their is anything wrong with looking an a situation objectively, and I'm kinda over playing the game of "false courage", thus I was looking for assistance with question number 2 ( I assume this statement is in response to that one.)

First, I thank you for your positive responses, however in regards to responses 2 & 3, I don't have a problem making "friends", its just that I feel really vulnerable being vulnerable around others, so all of my friendships are shallow. I probably have things in my past that contribute to that feeling, but I can't change those, and I seemingly unconsciously drift towards these relationships, so I am trying to go with the flow and avoid them all together.

Thanks for the responses, and I hope I am not coming off as being unreasonable. Hopefully be clarifying my position I can better express my feelings.

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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

I'd hate to ask on my relatively small social networks, and most of the articles that I find online specifically dealing with women, or people in relationships, so they don't really apply to me. What I am really looking for help for is the following.

1. Learning (or accepting) being alone, both social self-isolation as well as being single
2. Trying not to let your own ugliness turn into jealousy of other people
3. Trying to not appear this way to the public in order to facilitate social acceptability
4. And trying to replace the close human intimacy in your life with something else in order to slow the degenerative properties of isolation.

I promise I won't find anything you post to be offensive, and I thank you in advance for your responses.

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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

solosnake posted...

This is the future of dating. Women well below average will have as many as a dozen men

I wish I could make one of the those 4 hour youtube video about the future Fempocalypse

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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

Looked gf posted...

That's a CEgal with four CEmen

Nice One

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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

Error1355 posted...

*looks up the moderation*

Oh fuck off.

lol

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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

How much cardio are you doing?

Lifting weights will not only help you lose weight, but will tone the parts of you body, therefore making you look thinner.

You should be doing Cardio anyway and you should be eating healthy anyway as well, but I still think that lifting weights is probably the most effective, unless you are doing a heavy amount of cardio.
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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

Sticky Requested
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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

Oldin posted...

Zettai kareshi @kitt

@Oldin

It's zettai ryouiki

Zettai Kareshi is a TV show I believe
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zettai_Kareshi_(TV_series)
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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

viewmaster_pi posted...

God damn it, I thought you meant an actual pig and I was like, fuck me, this I gotta see

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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

Alpha218 posted...

Political leaning doesnt impact the way we mod at all lol, not that anything I say could change anyones mind.

Ive modded just as many liberals as I have conservatives.

Don't even play their games.

Alot of them know DAMN well why they get modded, and they seek to instill doubt so that they can wedge it open the way that water can go into cracks, turn into ice and open fissures
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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

It should have been Cell in DBS.... :(
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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

Isn't this the storyline to a Shin Megami Tensei game?
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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

This was almost a good topic before the TC gave that terrible First post.

Short answer, politicization

California is seen as a hub of liberal activity, and thus often times gets brought up when bad things happen there, as a indication of the ineffectiveness of liberal policies.

The same things happens to Midwestern states, I believe people refer to them as fly-over-states.

When I was (10) I heard that everything was politicized, but it's crazy to see how sex, video games, natural disasters, and espionage are now fair game.
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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

I'm thinking about making this my next "japanese only" game to play.

I know they came out with a translation finally, however I don't think I can play it on the platform with the English.

It sounds like you are recommending it.
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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

Yikes, I guess thats a new category to choose from.

Non-CP

It worse too as the nature of how internet porn is consumed, it seems like you would inevitably see some CP content.

Wow what a strong argument for (some forms of) hentai.
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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

Man Nocturne was such a good game....

I know Persona 5 was critically received, but I wish that some of the other IPs they had would get some love too...

Raidou K. Spirit Detective anyone?
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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

Where is this coming from Squall?
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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

Wow tagging this

This topic will be relevant in the future.
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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

Akagami_Shanks posted...

KYOJIROKAGENUMA posted...

Akagami_Shanks posted...

Owatte mo ii

Without context, I'm going to guess the translation is something like, "This has already been decided"...

"If this is the end, so be it. I'll put an end to it"

translated in series to be "I don't care if this is the end, so I'll use everything"

Wow, my translation is kinda off, although the ones you provided seem to be taking a lot of liberties as well.

(Already at this point)
(stating it's that it's fine with ending whatever situation referred to).

BTW I am not an expert, but I feel like it's good practice to try to translate with no context.
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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

Damn I need to replay through Xenosaga...

LOL remember when it came out and it boasted over 100+ hours of cut-scenes...

They were not lying about that at all...
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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

Akagami_Shanks posted...

Owatte mo ii

Without context, I'm going to guess the translation is something like, "This has already been decided"...
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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

Let me drop the Jisho.org link here.

Super useful.
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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

fohstick posted...

https://www.cnn.com/2019/10/22/us/california-mother-warning-white-supremacists-soh/index.html

Femenoid/femoid: a sexist term used to refer to women as non-human

Cuck: an abbreviation of the term "cuckold," used to insult men

Beta: Refers to a weak man, as opposed to an alpha male

"Blood and Soil": a key Nazi ideal that defines the mission of a supposed white race as protecting its "homeland"

Redpilled: understanding the full truth of a situation, though for white supremacists this is accepting misogynistic alt-right theories

14 or 88: used separately or together in reference to Hitler and white supremacy. 14 is the number of words in a popular slogan; 88 stands for "Heil Hitler," because H is the alphabet's 8th letter

SJW: stands for "social justice warrior," a term used to mock civil rights activists

((( ))): Triple Parentheses around a person's name denotes them as Jewish and a subject for anti-Semitic derision

Do you use (((((((((((any))))))))) of these words?

Uh oh CE is gonna be shook
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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

Source?
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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

Noumas posted...

I only ask because I got the day off right so I dont know how to use it productively. Exercised for a few hours then came back. Do I just sit and play video games? Seems like a waste of a day off.

Typically with the way working out works, you want to at least push yourself to where you are in the mood to relax for the rest of the day.

As you stated in the first post, most people often do choose to play video games post gym, as it's not a physically intense activity. You could also stretch to ensure you body stays loose.

The most important thing is that you take it easy and allow your muscles as well as you CNS to recover.

Also, asking CE what to do with your free time? C'mon....
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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

Rinoa was always superbland, and the relationship is REALLY forced.
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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

Technolyze
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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

So yea Deadly Premonition 2 is coming out, and the question was pressed if the 1st gamed would get patched to fix the MASSIVE amount of fps drops, screen tears, audio bugs, etc.

I mean I like the storyline, andd the characters, but I do personally feel that all games should be based on their gameplay first, and IMO Deadly Premonition is pretty bad by that standard.
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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

Thanks i guess the first step is finding the right type of psu for my PC (it's a prebuilt Asus) and then going from there. I've seen some for around fifty dollars so the price point and isn't bad and I'm not really playing anything that graphically intense.

Thanks again for the help
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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

Uh oh what do people mean by "modular"?
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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

Thanks!

Late Night GAMEFAQS CE is BEST GAMEFAQS CE!
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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

So my PC has stopped working, I've narrowed the problem down to needing a new PSU (this is what I get for leaving my PC on all the time.)

When I opened up the tower, I noticed several cords coming form the PSU and felt overwhelmed enough to consider going to a place like best buy and having them replace it...

How hard would you say it is to change a PSU?
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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

Lost_All_Senses posted...

Prove it. Get on the bed boy..

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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

Like doesn't the Joker have "something" with Harley Quinn?

(Sorry I know very little about that Batman series)

How is he an incel representative?
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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

pegusus123456 posted...

DeadBankerDream posted...

Vicious_Dios posted...

Yes.

While I didn't agree with Obama's policies much, going after him and his family in the form of name calling is a low, cowardly blow.

What a silly question.

Obama's family wasn't nepotistically made part of his administration.

UMMMMM

then explain why his daughters LIVED in the white house???????

@pegusus123456

Are we really acting like that Obama's daughter has been involved with nearly as much policy as Trump's?
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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak

Veggeta X posted...

InB4LTG

This is F****** Divorce!
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Kill anyone who gets in the way... Actually nevermind that... JUST KILL EVERYONE! - Kyojiro Kagenuma - WoTS 2 PSN:kingmalak