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TopicSo this just continues to be one of the worst years of my life.
IfGodCouldDie
11/01/18 8:00:34 PM
#23
Honestly, it's like all my favourite teams are being carried by one player lol. The Oilers have McDavid, the Packers have Rogers, and the (Edmonton)Eskimos have their QB.
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TopicSo this just continues to be one of the worst years of my life.
IfGodCouldDie
11/01/18 7:55:48 PM
#20
ScareChan posted...
I have been cheering the browns. sad to see they let hyde go though. But you would be surprised how many people had more reaction to the browns statement than anything else hahaha

I'm a packers fan personally but the CFL is my jam.
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TopicSo this just continues to be one of the worst years of my life.
IfGodCouldDie
11/01/18 7:50:41 PM
#19
ScareChan posted...
He is from ce I think but he plays mafia, mercs, and I think some other games too . Hes a good guy

I'm alright, which is better than being all left, hey oh!
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TopicSo this just continues to be one of the worst years of my life.
IfGodCouldDie
11/01/18 7:49:55 PM
#18
Underleveled posted...
I am so sorry all of this has happened to you. I am glad you are seeing a therapist (trust me it can work wonders, as it seems you have already found out) but I cant imagine going through all that in such a short timespan.

Out of curiosity, who are you? I only recently started seeing this account but you speak like you've been here for years.

I am IGCD for short, I have been playing mafia with the maf vets here for a while, tried the Draft Mercs, psyched for the upcoming Mercs and have been lurking for quite a while. Topics here just seem much more chill than the even more of a shit hole CE has become.

Yea it's been rough but it's like I plan to teach my kids, how you handle adversity says more about who you are than how you handle life when it's easy.
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TopicSo this just continues to be one of the worst years of my life.
IfGodCouldDie
11/01/18 7:43:35 PM
#17
Corrik posted...
IfGodCouldDie posted...
It started out with my daughter having been diagnosed with what would later turn out to not be leukemia(that was scary as fuck.)

My brother died shortly after the holidays.

I almost lost my job because my depression was ruining my life(they put me on a 6 month probation because I couldn't keep my shit together.)

My best friend said he didn't want me or my kids in his first born child's life after me constantly trying to see him, because the guy is basically family to me and this kid would be like a nephew to me(literally non explanation he just ghosted me after telling me.)

One of my dogs passed away in early July.

I attempted suicide in early August because of all this shit on top of my depression. Once my work found out the put me on modified duties because they didn't want me driving because I was mentally unstable.

On top of that my wife had been on EI because she only works during the school year and a huge mountain of debt has pilied up and we are struggling.

Now we have to surrender our other two dogs because over the last month someone has been letting the out of our yard and it has cost us close to $1000 to keep getting them out and now we just can't afford to get them out now.

/Blogfaqs

Talk to someone if you are down. Don't do something stupid.

I tried something stupid once already, I won't try it again. I've since smartened the fuck up. And thanks, Corrik I know you're a guy I could vent to if needed. This was just more of a spilling how I've been feeling to anyone that would listen.
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TopicSo this just continues to be one of the worst years of my life.
IfGodCouldDie
11/01/18 7:41:13 PM
#15
ScareChan posted...
*Hugs the fuck out of you*

Theres more where that came from asshole!



ScareChan posted...
My dad in the same month had to have surgery for what turned out to be cancer and had a pace maker put in, but I still let everyone know the worst thing I found out that month was that he was going to root for the Browns

That's bad, and so is the surgeries. I hope he is doing well now and hey even the Browns need fans lol.
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TopicSo this just continues to be one of the worst years of my life.
IfGodCouldDie
11/01/18 7:39:14 PM
#14
ExThaNemesis posted...
Thanks for taking that so well, kind of an ill-timed joke but I couldn't pass it up.

I hope things get better for you and that yes, Piranha Plant is a decent character.

Well I'm a pretty laid back guy, and there is no way I could take that maliciously at all lol. I'm the type of guy that will try and cheer someone up with an I'll timed joke as well.
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TopicSo this just continues to be one of the worst years of my life.
IfGodCouldDie
11/01/18 6:45:10 PM
#6
ExThaNemesis posted...
and on top of all that, they put the fucking Piranha Plant in Smash Ultimate.

Ha ha ha. It was a lame reveal but I'm not against Piranha Plant in theory. The character does look kind of cool and will definitely be a character I give an opportunity to.
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TopicDad why did you take me to a gay steel mill?
IfGodCouldDie
11/01/18 6:40:50 PM
#22
HylianFox posted...
Darmik posted...
No I'm not, Marge! They're embarrasing me. They're embarrassing America. They turned the Navy into a floating joke. They ruined all our best names like Bruce, and Lance, and Julian. Those were the toughest names we had! Now they're just, uh...

Queer?

(fun fact: I actually knew a guy named Lance, he was hot)

And another thing, that's our word for making fun of you.
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TopicWhat celebrity should I draw for CE?
IfGodCouldDie
11/01/18 6:39:14 PM
#8
PhazonReborn posted...
WilliamPorygon posted...
Gary Busey

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TopicSo this just continues to be one of the worst years of my life.
IfGodCouldDie
11/01/18 6:37:32 PM
#3
Done that. I'm in a good place mentally now, better than I have been in the last 15 years to be honest. It's just this year has really piled on the shit.
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TopicSo this just continues to be one of the worst years of my life.
IfGodCouldDie
11/01/18 5:33:26 PM
#1
It started out with my daughter having been diagnosed with what would later turn out to not be leukemia(that was scary as fuck.)

My brother died shortly after the holidays.

I almost lost my job because my depression was ruining my life(they put me on a 6 month probation because I couldn't keep my shit together.)

My best friend said he didn't want me or my kids in his first born child's life after me constantly trying to see him, because the guy is basically family to me and this kid would be like a nephew to me(literally non explanation he just ghosted me after telling me.)

One of my dogs passed away in early July.

I attempted suicide in early August because of all this shit on top of my depression. Once my work found out the put me on modified duties because they didn't want me driving because I was mentally unstable.

On top of that my wife had been on EI because she only works during the school year and a huge mountain of debt has pilied up and we are struggling.

Now we have to surrender our other two dogs because over the last month someone has been letting the out of our yard and it has cost us close to $1000 to keep getting them out and now we just can't afford to get them out now.

/Blogfaqs
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TopicDanganronpa M(afia) *APPLY HERE*
IfGodCouldDie
11/01/18 5:02:59 PM
#168
Muahahahaha

Non-game related post


Ha ha ha ha ha.
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TopicIf Geno's in Smash, I'll buy one person a copy of the game.
IfGodCouldDie
11/01/18 7:34:35 AM
#175
Second last post before the direct starts in hopes i win.
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TopicIf Geno's in Smash, I'll buy one person a copy of the game.
IfGodCouldDie
10/31/18 10:09:30 PM
#169
Get hyped for Geno and someone's free copy.
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TopicShould I shoot Testosterone into my dick?
IfGodCouldDie
10/31/18 7:28:37 PM
#3
TiamatLover posted...
Yes.

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TopicIf Geno's in Smash, I'll buy one person a copy of the game.
IfGodCouldDie
10/31/18 4:39:59 PM
#142
Old NoiseTank posted...
tomorrow at 11pm japan time

Is that really the time they are airing it there?
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TopicRegarding the SSBU Grinch leak; closing in on direct, are you Team Real or Fake?
IfGodCouldDie
10/31/18 4:38:40 PM
#13
ALLCAPSNOSPACES posted...
Team still not a fighting game

So?
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TopicNurse confesses to killing over 100 patients
IfGodCouldDie
10/31/18 2:31:07 PM
#45
_Lyonidias posted...
teepan95 posted...
_Lyonidias posted...
teepan95 posted...
Never heard of the parable of the toothpaste tube?


Doesnt make dogpiling me any more okay than what I said.

You're responsible for the words (posts) that leave your mouth (keyboard).

I don't doubt you made a decision to post stuff you now regret, but the fact is you did it in the first place. And exploding every time someone brings it up doesn't help.


Then how come its perfectly fine for other people to say awful shit to me - which isnt even meant in a trolling/shitposting way and is 100% serious?
I mean its kinda funny how people who arent liked are the only ones with consequences to their actions...

It's not fine but you do have to live with the consequences of your actions.

And yes when someone likes someone else they are much more likely to let the stupid shit they do or say slide. Charisma is a powerful tool, and unfortunately a lot of people lack the integrity to stand up to the people they like doing shitty stuff.
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TopicWhat is 14 + 39?
IfGodCouldDie
10/31/18 2:24:56 PM
#6
SSJKirby posted...
At least 30

You're exactly correct, it is at least 30.
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TopicYou guys think she's ready?
IfGodCouldDie
10/31/18 11:27:11 AM
#3
So I assume she is not
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TopicIf Geno's in Smash, I'll buy one person a copy of the game.
IfGodCouldDie
10/31/18 11:15:09 AM
#139
I was going to make a witty response to some ones post but let's be real, I'm just posting to increase my chances of winning.
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TopicIf Geno's in Smash, I'll buy one person a copy of the game.
IfGodCouldDie
10/31/18 12:07:54 AM
#128
P4wn4g3 posted...
IfGodCouldDie posted...
LanHikari10 posted...
Menardii posted...
LanHikari10 posted...
C_Pain posted...
how do we sign up, just post here?

Yup, all you need to do is post. If Geno is confirmed I'll generate a random number.

Does that mean more posts ITT mean more chances? Or is just a number based on the people eligible?

Yup. Just no alts and I ask that you please don't spam the topic. Be reasonable.

Well shit, I am going to post a few more times in this topic.

Yeah me too

Good call.
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TopicWomen gained equality in 1920.
IfGodCouldDie
10/31/18 12:03:02 AM
#24
Ryetoast posted...
EdgeMaster posted...
Cant be fucked to read what you linked. Ill put it this way,

What do you do for a living?
Why did you get your job instead of a woman? She could do just as good of job and they would only have to pay her 3/4 as much, you realize that right?


That's exactly what the wage gap is...

Are you slow? And I missed your daily mail link. Oh you think woman are taking jobs from Men? Men have it so bad man..

He's saying the link you provided is saying that it is the average pay for both sexes across various jobs. Which would likely mean that women, in general work lower paying jobs not get paid less for the same jobs.

The other point he brought up was why would a company hire you if they can pay a woman 3/4ths what they paid you.
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TopicIf Geno's in Smash, I'll buy one person a copy of the game.
IfGodCouldDie
10/30/18 10:01:56 PM
#122
LanHikari10 posted...
Menardii posted...
LanHikari10 posted...
C_Pain posted...
how do we sign up, just post here?

Yup, all you need to do is post. If Geno is confirmed I'll generate a random number.

Does that mean more posts ITT mean more chances? Or is just a number based on the people eligible?

Yup. Just no alts and I ask that you please don't spam the topic. Be reasonable.

Well shit, I am going to post a few more times in this topic.
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TopicShe's ready
IfGodCouldDie
10/30/18 9:55:44 PM
#6
spudger posted...
ill red dead her redemption

I'll red dead her redemption too.
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TopicGirl at work says she won't date someone unless he has the 3 "Sixes"
IfGodCouldDie
10/30/18 9:53:12 PM
#44
slimfizzle2 posted...
Sphyx posted...
When she's a lonely haggard-looking cougar with three kids to six different guys, she'll change her mind.

Not that that will help her.

How the fuck do six guys have three kids

Gangbangs.
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TopicRIP Whitey Bulger
IfGodCouldDie
10/30/18 2:52:19 PM
#21
gp1829 posted...
IfGodCouldDie posted...
Southernfatman posted...
jeffhardyb0yz posted...
this is the dude frank costello was based off of yes?


Yep.

And wtf at you guys being more mad about him being a snitch than a crime boss, murderer, racketeer, etc.

What? Frank Costello was a real person.


He means the Frank Costello from the Departed.

Oh ok.
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TopicRIP Whitey Bulger
IfGodCouldDie
10/30/18 2:46:48 PM
#17
Southernfatman posted...
jeffhardyb0yz posted...
this is the dude frank costello was based off of yes?


Yep.

And wtf at you guys being more mad about him being a snitch than a crime boss, murderer, racketeer, etc.

What? Frank Costello was a real person.
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TopicThere's not a single argument against guns that doesn't apply to cars.
IfGodCouldDie
10/30/18 9:10:36 AM
#2
Proof? What arguments against guns also apply to cars?
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TopicGoddammit, Rockstar! (Very mild spoilers)
IfGodCouldDie
10/30/18 8:10:28 AM
#8
King_Hellebuyck posted...
brandunh11 posted...
What am I missing here?

If you've played GTA: San Andreas you'd recognize this right way.
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TopicShaun White faces BACKLASH for wearing Tropic Thunder COSTUME!!
IfGodCouldDie
10/29/18 10:59:02 PM
#15
Shotgunnova posted...
YookaLaylee posted...
pogo_rabid posted...
Menardii posted...
XxKrazyChaosxX posted...
Honestly I thought it was going to be him as Robert Downey Jr's character lol.

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TopicAdam (Adam Ruins Everything) thinks games are equally popular between genders
IfGodCouldDie
10/29/18 9:24:31 PM
#148
dave_is_slick posted...
IfGodCouldDie posted...
All forms entertainment basically mindless fun time wasters.

And heres the reworded "well technically".

Ok, then what forms of entertainment would not consider to be mindless fun time wasters?
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TopicAdam (Adam Ruins Everything) thinks games are equally popular between genders
IfGodCouldDie
10/29/18 9:06:08 PM
#143
dave_is_slick posted...
IfGodCouldDie posted...
For people that don't consider Candy Crush a "real" game, do you consider Tetris a "real" game?

Back in the day it was but now I put it in the same category as Candy Crush, a mindless, fun time waster.

And what would you consider any other form of entertainment? All forms of entertainment are basically mindless fun time wasters.
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TopicAdam (Adam Ruins Everything) thinks games are equally popular between genders
IfGodCouldDie
10/29/18 8:52:25 PM
#140
For people that don't consider Candy Crush a "real" game, do you consider Tetris a "real" game?
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TopicIf Xbox next has full BC and PS5 doesn't, which will you get?
IfGodCouldDie
10/29/18 8:28:51 PM
#3
I would still get the PS5 because I don't own any Xbox games to make backwards compatibility relevant.
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TopicAdam (Adam Ruins Everything) thinks games are equally popular between genders
IfGodCouldDie
10/29/18 2:37:40 PM
#49
TommyG663513 posted...
Adam ruins his own show sometimes by making bad claims that are poorly supported. I mean, I like the show and I think it is fairly educational, but it is mostly done for comedic/entertainment purposes.

Calling extremely simple games like candy crush video games is like calling buzzfeed articles books. Technically, they are both written word so what's the difference right?

Adam does bring up see valid points though with toy aisles and that it is stupid for video games to be so strongly marketed to men. No reason why they can't change that

You don't consider Tetris to be a real game?
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TopicIf you were to experience one game for the 'first time' again, what would it be?
IfGodCouldDie
10/29/18 1:59:30 PM
#44
If I forgot about any and all sequels for a game I'd pick gta 3 that game was probably the most mind blowing game that I ever played when it first came out.
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TopicIm getying death threats off whats app...
IfGodCouldDie
10/29/18 1:53:10 PM
#23
LordFarquad1312 posted...
Kineth posted...
LordFarquad1312 posted...
Kineth posted...
EpicMickeyDrew posted...
What is ms 13?


A Mexican cartel/gang.

Proof people have no idea what MS13 actually is, or they think all of South America is Mexico.


Were you intending to provide any knowledge or were you just looking to be catty?

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/MS-13

But you could have educated yourself, you chose not to and you just continue to spread your ignorance.

And you know what the best thing to combat ignorance is? Education and knowledge, not being pretentious and petty.
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Topic~FIGHT!~ Sonic vs Lloyd Irving
IfGodCouldDie
10/29/18 1:23:55 PM
#80
Why do you hate Sonic?
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Topic~FIGHT!~ Sonic vs Lloyd Irving
IfGodCouldDie
10/29/18 1:20:21 PM
#77
Lopen posted...
Well the problem is, many many levels in the series are designed in a way where, "if this were real" and Sonic could smash through walls all the time, he'd tunnel through it and not bother playing with the maze. Punching through walls has always been more of Knuckles's 'thing' as a trademark. If Sonic by design is intended to be a tunneler the entire design of the games ends up different.

It's kinda the Superman problem of being able to suspend disbelief. There are so many potential obstacles you can give a guy like Superman that would stop other heroes that don't come off as a credible threat for him unless you introduce something other iffy element to deal with him emotionally, or what he cares about, or whatever else. If Sonic can just punch through all walls he comes across then most of the stages you play through shouldn't be realistic obstacles Sonic should need to overcome.

Isn't Sonic a fun loving character? It seems to me he would likely do the obstacle course out of enjoyment rather than necessity.
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Topic~FIGHT!~ Sonic vs Lloyd Irving
IfGodCouldDie
10/29/18 10:08:26 AM
#56
Sonic
This is likely kind of bias because I've never played ToS, or any of the tails games for that matter; the ability to move as fast as Sonic does is just a lot for anyone to deal with.
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TopicDanganronpa M(afia) *APPLY HERE*
IfGodCouldDie
10/28/18 10:04:24 PM
#140
I do agree with Chris in keeping it at what you originally wanted. I know that means I get cut but having replacements is important as well.
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Topic~FIGHT!~ Sonic vs Lloyd Irving
IfGodCouldDie
10/28/18 9:45:38 PM
#8
Is it basically the speed force?
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TopicDanganronpa M(afia) *APPLY HERE*
IfGodCouldDie
10/28/18 9:43:47 PM
#138
Forceful_Dragon posted...
Red isn't playing this one either, make him check the balance

Yes MAKE him.
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TopicDanganronpa M(afia) *APPLY HERE*
IfGodCouldDie
10/28/18 7:49:48 PM
#127
Yay.
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TopicDanganronpa M(afia) *APPLY HERE*
IfGodCouldDie
10/28/18 7:43:58 PM
#124
Sheep cancelled his game so if there is still an open spot you can move me up in to main course.
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TopicDanganronpa M(afia) *APPLY HERE*
IfGodCouldDie
10/28/18 2:20:16 AM
#88
Shaduln posted...
I'm glad this is getting figured out, for the record.

Shad you devil.
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TopicDoes Castlevania Season 2 suck the whole way through?
IfGodCouldDie
10/28/18 1:04:43 AM
#13
B0xxY2J0sHBK_ posted...
IfGodCouldDie posted...
I've only watched the first episode so far and I agree with TC, it's fucking great so far.


TC actually said the opposite actually lol

It was obviously satire.
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TopicDanganronpa M(afia) *APPLY HERE*
IfGodCouldDie
10/28/18 1:00:51 AM
#75
KanzarisKelshen posted...
IfGodCouldDie posted...
'well Chris it has been awhile maybe he should be given a shot'

He might have also gotten defensive over this, if he didn't remember and thought it was an attack on him personally.


No, I was defensive because my first notice of this, before I saw the topic, was Ben telling me Chris was threatening it was me or him via PM. Which is, put simply, bully tactics, and I'm not taking it from this guy of all people.

Fair enough.
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