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TopicHow is no man's sky?
DeathDeathSong
04/27/22 4:53:19 AM
#5
i softlocked myself within the first ten minutes of playing and never picked it up again

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Topicholy hell ce this second shot is kicking my ass
DeathDeathSong
04/27/22 4:11:44 AM
#27
mustachedmystic posted...
Weakness on one side of your body? That could be a sign of stroke.
i was googling around and i think its just that all the lymph nodes on the left side of my body are inflamed. my throat, my underarm, both those areas are still sore, but my underarm pain is still kind of insane. my actual arm and shoulder dont hurt that much anymore but all the pain has moved down to the pit

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TopicDo you like when a cat kneads you?
DeathDeathSong
04/25/22 11:14:26 PM
#5
yes, i think its very sweet. one of my cats gets her nails stuck in her blanket when she kneads on it and she always seems so confused over it. another one of my cats does a very slow knead in the air with his little paws and its just the cutest thing ever

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TopicIf you're going to Ban me, do it! Don't be scared punk
DeathDeathSong
04/25/22 4:11:51 AM
#76
ooh ooh i want a pm

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TopicDo you know when you were born? The hour/minute?
DeathDeathSong
04/25/22 3:26:28 AM
#16
2:06pm i think

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Topic$10K, but you have to spend it all today.
DeathDeathSong
04/23/22 2:54:12 PM
#37
buy a fat gaming rig and then some nice new furniture

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Topicholy hell ce this second shot is kicking my ass
DeathDeathSong
04/23/22 11:57:44 AM
#11
MrMallard posted...
I got a little bit sick, but I also exacerbated it by getting candy and soda to ride out the sickness and I think eating that junk food made me feel a lot worse than if I had eaten healthily.

The booster, on the other hand, was the first time I had actually felt sick in two years. It wasn't as bad as your symptoms, but it was a trip.

I'm sorry you're having a hard time, and I hope that the booster won't be as bad when the time comes to get it - assuming you're interested in getting the booster.
oh yeah im probably gonna need a booster, my immune system is in the toilet. to my understanding people are already doing fourth boosters, too? id have to talk to my doctor about it because im not sure how my disease interacts with how many vaccines ill need

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Topicholy hell ce this second shot is kicking my ass
DeathDeathSong
04/23/22 11:50:31 AM
#7
[LFAQs-redacted-quote]

my first one was like, nothing. didnt feel the injection and was sore for like half a day, but this is like indescribable. though the guy that did my second shot told me that probably the reason why my first shot didnt hurt much is because it was administered a little too low on my arm

GawainNerevar posted...
Took you long enough to get a second. Now wait for the booster, that one's fun too.
a housebound person living with lupus that cant drive does not get many opportunities to leave the house. i was due for my second almost six weeks ago but like. im not able to waltz out whenever i want

Quorthon109 posted...
I got chills worse than Ive ever had in my life, to the point where I was laughing at the lack of control I had of my body.
im naturally a very cold person, so the chills part isnt bothering me that bad, but i still am really fucking cold for being under three blankets with socks on

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Topicholy hell ce this second shot is kicking my ass
DeathDeathSong
04/23/22 11:42:57 AM
#1
ive never felt anything like this, its like the entire left side of my body is nearly unresponsive. i can sit up and type and can still make use of my arm from the elbow down but like. moving my upper arm in any way is fucking impossible, and is met with more pain than i can describe. it hurts all the way up to the side of my neck and down the side of my body too. this is nothing like my first shot, i feel like ive been shot or something. literally trying to lift my arm feels like trying to touch a stove with how intense the pain is, and im not exaggerating

i actually dont have a fever(yet?) but i do feel a little cold, but like i swear ive never felt pain like this. sorry for the blogfaqs and all but. holy shit

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TopicEminem = M&M = Marshal Matters
DeathDeathSong
04/19/22 10:53:08 PM
#5
real shit?

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TopicYour building is burning. You can only save ONE: Your dog, or a random toddler.
DeathDeathSong
04/19/22 8:17:50 AM
#46
i dont like kids or dogs
id save my cat tho

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TopicI miss Subnautica. Anyone have any survival/builder recommendations?
DeathDeathSong
04/19/22 6:42:42 AM
#8
i agree with the notion that bz feels more like dlc than its own game. everything that made the first game exciting is just completely diminished, too. with subnautica you had no idea what to expect, and you have to stumble your way through crafting trees and get better vehicles and make your way deeper into the unknown, and that aspect just completely falls flat with bz cause you kind of already know exactly what to do when starting it up
PLUS a side effect of that is that bz feels really, really short. you know to go to point a, point b, then point c, and you know you need to craft item a, item b, then item c to get there.
exploration is also kinda eh. the game feels a lot smaller and it feels like theres a lot less to explore. the biomes are beautiful, but thats about it. and frankly none of the leviathans live up to the ones from the first game

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TopicWhat are you having for dinner tonight?
DeathDeathSong
04/18/22 4:52:11 PM
#17
gonna do some salmon and rice with a salad on the side maybe

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TopicWhat kind of milk do you drink?
DeathDeathSong
04/18/22 1:21:46 PM
#30
lactose free dairy and almond
i like both, but dairy has a better texture. i like almond milks taste but its just a tad too thin for me to have it be the only thing i drink

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TopicSimilar case to Trayvon Martin killing, woman chases black man in car
DeathDeathSong
04/16/22 10:09:18 PM
#30
death penalty for this animal

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TopicHow did you learn to swim?
DeathDeathSong
04/15/22 7:22:52 PM
#11
combination of self taught and a single class, but like 90% self taught

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TopicFor people who don't want them, why don't you want to have children?
DeathDeathSong
04/14/22 5:15:55 PM
#6
chronically ill/disabled so i literally do not have the health or funds for a kid and also i already had my fill of parenthood from raising my cat from birth

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TopicHow many miles can you run daily?
DeathDeathSong
04/12/22 3:05:06 AM
#6
i struggle to walk out to my mailbox
im also disabled so that prob has something do with it

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TopicDo step-dads actually have sex with their step-daughters in real life?
DeathDeathSong
04/12/22 2:36:00 AM
#27
i still remember the ceman that knocked up his step sister several years ago

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TopicWhat are your pronouns, CE?
DeathDeathSong
04/12/22 2:08:24 AM
#39
im a they/them

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TopicDo you miss duckbear?
DeathDeathSong
04/09/22 12:04:28 AM
#12
fuck no lmao

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TopicCan you dry-swallow pills/tablets?
DeathDeathSong
04/07/22 5:45:28 AM
#21
im too scared to try, i have this nightmare scenario in my head that ill choke and die
ill take all my medication with a big glass of water thank you very much

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TopicWhat's a weird, niche YouTube genre/rabbit hole you've gotten into?
DeathDeathSong
04/05/22 2:42:31 AM
#14
lately ive been really into watching this one guy whos a fisherman, he knows a lot about marine biology too and he catches and breaks down fish while talking about it. its fun and informative and the dishes he makes are always tasty looking too

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TopicWhat are trans (man to woman) take on the menstrual cycle?
DeathDeathSong
04/04/22 2:28:49 PM
#3
tc whats your main

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TopicC/D: You've never been drunk or high.
DeathDeathSong
04/04/22 12:05:33 AM
#25
d on both accounts

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TopicI am finally experiencing the joy of having a cat
DeathDeathSong
03/29/22 5:50:24 AM
#9
okay yeah id say hold off on the trimming until shes at least 6 months old, kitty paws are very small and delicate and it might be difficult to trim her nails due to them being tiny

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TopicI am finally experiencing the joy of having a cat
DeathDeathSong
03/29/22 5:07:39 AM
#2
trim her nails. theres specialized nail trimmers at pet stores

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TopicHave you had covid yet?
DeathDeathSong
03/27/22 5:47:50 PM
#11
despite everybody in my house being sick with covid at the same time, ive managed to avoid it. but i also take quarantining, distancing, masking and hand washing extremely seriously

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TopicGuess Covid is over with.
DeathDeathSong
03/27/22 3:55:55 PM
#83
i genuinely dont understand the pussies that are distressed over wearing a mask. like if thats what they find bothersome i cannot comprehend how they manage to function in day to day life. its a little piece of cloth over your face and its the bare minimum you can do to help protect others but these weirdos are screaming and sobbing over how uncomfortable it is and how happy they are to not 'have to' wear them anymore and i just do not get it

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TopicYou catch your 13+ year old child posting on CE
DeathDeathSong
03/25/22 11:26:35 PM
#4
post an account suicide and tell them never to make an account here again

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Topic*checks JK Rowlings twitter account*
DeathDeathSong
03/23/22 4:27:55 AM
#32
rayman goes after teenagers and hates trans people
kinda weird bro

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TopicWhere are people getting the idea that Ukraine is "winning"...?
DeathDeathSong
03/22/22 12:05:40 AM
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Topici wanna tell her im in love with her but im scared
DeathDeathSong
03/21/22 3:50:03 PM
#28
KalimariX8 posted...
Are you internalizing any of the responses so far?
It sounds like you have puppy dog love and just want to gush online
what do you mean by internalizing the responses? i ask that genuinely i have no idea what that means
i dont know how relevant this is but we share a pretty big friend group and there was an awkward thing that happened a little while ago where some of them thought we were already dating because of how we act towards each other. i had to jump in and be like "haha we arent actually a thing" cause i didnt want her to be embarrassed by it
as for how she actually feels about me...............i genuinely dont really know, cause im both kind of inherently pessimistic about everything, but also im just kinda bad at reading intentions a lot. like she has told me stuff like 'youre one of the most important people to me, i think about you all the time, you mean so much to me' etc but like...that could all still be platonic, i think? best friends can be like that, right?

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Topici wanna tell her im in love with her but im scared
DeathDeathSong
03/21/22 3:25:05 PM
#26
i guess this would be a bad time to mention that we do actually tell each other 'i love you' all the time.......but i just dont mean it platonically anymore

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Topici wanna tell her im in love with her but im scared
DeathDeathSong
03/21/22 2:34:42 PM
#12
[LFAQs-redacted-quote]

no, but we do know what each other look like and we call each other all the time

Lost_All_Senses posted...
Are either of you guys outgoing?

I ask that, cause Im curious if you did the long distance thing, would there be temptation to grab something more convenient and in front of you in the future or have you guys both already became content with a more loner lifestyle anyway. Long distance stuff just don't work for socialites
nope, and thank god for that. i think im more of an introvert than she is but we are both not very social people. plus she works evenings so shes only awake and active at night, and sleeps during the day

lolife67 posted...
Platonic friends don't send nudes to each other. I don't even know why you'd send nudes to someone you aren't actively dating? But you should talk to her directly about starting to actually date.

Don't tell her you're in love with her, though.
like i said, we are both really close friends, AND we are really flirty with each other. we casually refer to each other as married and we constantly joke about making out and banging all the time. im just not sure how seriously she takes it. i figure weve known each other long enough where thats just normal friend stuff, right?

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Topici wanna tell her im in love with her but im scared
DeathDeathSong
03/21/22 1:52:17 PM
#8
Buzz Killjoy posted...
Why don't you arrange to meet up at least once before you tell somebody you love them? Even initiating the planning process of meeting with this person might tell you where you stand.
neither of us could afford something like that anytime soon. and again, ive known her for a while and we are pretty close

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Topici wanna tell her im in love with her but im scared
DeathDeathSong
03/21/22 9:57:02 AM
#6
WingsOfGood posted...
Are you ok losing this friendship forever?
absolutely not, shes like one of my best friends and i talk to her all the time and i would genuinely not be able to bear losing her friendship. she is easily one of the most important people in my life

Background_Guy posted...
That seems like it counts
but like by how much? what if its just like a friend thing
i have no frame of reference here

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Topici wanna tell her im in love with her but im scared
DeathDeathSong
03/21/22 9:20:21 AM
#1
weve been really close friends for almost two years and ive had feelings for her for like half of that time, and i want to tell her how i feel but i also still feel comfortable as friends and would rather not risk things becoming weird between us if i tell her

but also we flirt like all the time and have sent nudes and i feel like that might count for something? but other times i feel like its just regular gamer friend stuff, i dunno

also she lives two timezones away so realistically what could even happen between us. in the off chance that she likes me back i dont wanna make her feel like she has to do the ldr thing, so genuinely i feel like it would be easier to just not say anything and stay as friends.........................but god she is really funny and i love talking to her and i definitely think im in love with her. feelings are hard, ce

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TopicDo you consume Marijuana?
DeathDeathSong
03/21/22 7:35:15 AM
#87
i smoke frequently for my joint pain. getting high genuinely isnt really a goal. mostly i just smoke when my pain is really bad then get tucked up in bed with blankets and just watch youtube videos

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TopicYou ever shop in the opposite gendered section?
DeathDeathSong
03/19/22 12:42:31 PM
#4
im nb so i wear both 'womens' and 'mens' clothing, but i dont really think of my clothes as gendered. these clothes have no gender, theyre mine

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Topic$1,000,000, but the last US state you were in becomes independent.
DeathDeathSong
03/19/22 7:10:20 AM
#19
california would be a paradise. deal

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TopicAre you of Irish descent?
DeathDeathSong
03/17/22 4:39:51 PM
#6
according to ancestry.com im like 1% irish even though im black

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