Last Topic: 3:54:50pm, 04/11/2024
Last Post: 4:24:48am, 04/27/2024
I am so ashamed to be my dad's son. I'm trying to fly to my uncle in England, who was and pretty much always has been a better father figure to me, but I'm worried I'm somehow not going to make it over there, even though I already bought the airfare and have pretty much worked everything out. It just always feels like things are working against me.
My dad's such a dumb fuck. I got 'permission' to come over to his/my mom's house & play piano, cuz I can't play where I live cuz of my own nightmare living situation - then almost as soon as I get there, he starts giving me shit for no reason & I had to leave, AND he tries to guilt me into thinking it's my fault. What an absolute dumbfuck, I guess I'm glad I took the brunt of his shit-ass "parenting" so that my sisters could have successful lives. The second I hit puberty he started taking all his anger out on me because he never learned how to act like an adult. God I hate him. At least I'm ending the curse by never having kids, and taking my anger out on piano/drums instead of offspring. God I hate him so much.
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azuarc wasn't even home. he was playing Magic the Gathering at his buddy's store, which is extremely easy to verify