Lunaaaa posted...PM0US3 posted...
When my mother died when I was 14. Never really thought about it until that moment, now it's a constant presence in my mind.
Is tyat lingering presence a fear and discomfort, and it is soek kind og freedom and acceptamce?
Bit of both. Sometimes a fear, mostly an awareness and feeling of wanting to appreciate people when they are here because one day they won't be and neither will I. I drift between a love of life, near nihilistic views, suicidal feelings and fear all over the course of an average week.
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i--90magus
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