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Vita_Aeterna posted...

I was around people frequently, yet I felt lonely.

this... I'm lonely yet with family. I think this issue are friends I need to put effort into making legit friends

I am very lonely

nanomachines

But nano-machines

HBOSS posted...

a be able to love someone else like that a

your words were very much needed. thank you

for me it's been 3 months. people say after time it will get better.

I've been keeping as busy as possible. been excersicing and doing things for myself. But I cant stop thinking about this woman!

I've been married for 12 years I have two children, two boys who I love very much.

The last 5 years of our marriage have been very lonely, I'm not going to pretend i'm perfect because I am not. I made mistakes, she has too, i feel like i'm not wanted and it's been that way for a long time. So we seperated.

While i was working away for a project over the last year, I met with a woman who was two years older than me, she is single and at the beginning it was my desire to be with someone, to feel close to someone and it was one of the best few months I have experienced for a long time.
When i met her it made me feel alive again, the desire the lust the energy of this relationship was incredible! I never thought I would feel like that again for anyone.
Unfortunately it did not remain that way and I blame myself for it not working.
Several months have now passed and I am still in a depressed heartbreak state, I can't get over this woman and I cannot understand why she got to me so much!

So I am trying to remain as strong as possible for my boys, to combat the depressed feeling I have focused on my health, I have lost weight and got to my goal, I've started boxing again and I feel real good. But mentally I cannot get over this hurdle of heartbreak.

I am trying to move on, I'm trying to forget about her. But the 'high' i experienced being with her was so extreme that it was like the best drug.
I get the images of her smiling while she lied at night on my chest smiling while i showed her affection stroking her hair and neck. She loved it and I cannot understand why she didnt want me anymore. Was it the commitment? was it my baggage? Maybe i was being too nice, maybe she didn't like who I was.
I am really trying here, but I am so low at the moment... like a black hole.

why doesnt it let you anymore... are there any mobile apps that let you do a custom faceswap and make a video?

topic please quick

jackgunney posted...

tripleh213 posted...

A hairy man

The wrestler

guy who directed guardians of the galaxy

topic

started banning users?

imagine if I didnt get banned 10 times how much potential karma I would have had

when did you first use Gamefaqs?

Shablagoo posted...

Oh wow tc you have Netflix?? Nice!

no

Lonestar2000 posted...

Shut the fuck up.

no

People think they will be able to go in another world with their black friend and make love to them.

obviously never gonna happen

how much would your really deem it's worth?

so skill never used again

spoilers

what was the point of all that ffs