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TopicLandlord hikes laundry price to $20 per load
butthole666
05/08/21 11:04:44 PM
#52
Lost_All_Senses posted...
Laundry Mats are robbery as well. But they're not THAT bad. I feel like a lot of this stuff is built for you to be forced to use the necessity and keep you poor enough that you can't put money away to solve the problem by becoming independent with your own shit.
This is the foundation of capitalism yes

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TopicMikayla Miller, 16, black and gay. Beaten by 5 white kids. Suicide?
butthole666
05/08/21 1:00:21 PM
#73
The cops literally threatened her family with publicly outing her if they didnt keep quiet about this. its disgusting.

Every. Last. One.

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TopicI dumped my abuser (again)
butthole666
05/08/21 12:53:39 PM
#19
MrMallard posted...
I know. I wanted to call attention to it when I was making my post but I thought it detracted from what I was trying to say and how I was trying to say it.

I think my first interaction with TC was me making a post like "that is a very reasonable point, GameFAQs user butthole666". I'm so glad he ended up being such a cool user with a killer username like that. Nothing's worse than when an absolute dickhead gets a good username, like karlpilkington or Betty White.
yous good people bro

Im glad I stopped being a salt the earth, burn the fields type dickhead with age

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TopicAnyone listen to Van Weezer yet?
butthole666
05/08/21 4:42:29 AM
#2
Is fun record

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TopicI dumped my abuser (again)
butthole666
05/08/21 3:53:20 AM
#16
MrMallard posted...
I'm glad you got out TC. We all want to love and be loved in return, and some people will exploit that for their own gratification at the expense of other people. Even when we know people are bad for us, isolation can look a lot worse sometimes, and that leads us to make decisions that aren't healthy but which fulfill a need in the moment.

I'm sure you've got your head screwed on right and you understand the reality of the situation, so you've probably come to terms with this and I don't need to say it - but I just wanted to say that there's no shame in going back to your abuser for whatever reason you did. What matters is that you got out.

The thing I'm glad about the most is that you don't seem to be coming at this from a place of guilt or shame, and you aren't putting this on yourself. You seem rightfully indignant and upset that you were mistreated by someone who you tried to take solace in. That suggests to me that you're going to be okay - maybe not today or tomorrow, but I think that you're going to come out of this clean one day.

You're a strong person, butthole. Even if you don't feel strong, it takes a lot of strength to endure the series of events you've gone through. Even if you reason that I'm a total stranger on the internet who doesn't know the real you and will never understand you personally, I think you're strong and I think you should be proud of that strength.

Never feel ashamed, never reflect in a way to put yourself down. All that matters is that you got out.
Thank you, and thank you for your support through this over the years

The aftermath has been similar (albeit eerily less severe; a bit worried its a calm before the storm but also dont really care?) to the last time, except this time they have so thoroughly exhausted all emotion in my life, run through any empathy, care, or concern I had to be exploited, and, frankly, trotted out all of the tactics they have up their sleeve so many times, that I am completely unfazed by any of their bullshit they have tried to get a response or reaction. I know now that I owe them nothing, that nothing about them or what they have done is my fault, and that this is what was going to happen no matter who was in my position. It feels almost sociopathic, but I have been so horrifically abused by this person that I just no longer have it in me to care or feel an ounce of concern over a single thing they say, do, or threaten, and I know I dont need to feel bad about that and that it is completely valid to feel such a way about someone who has so grievously mistreated me.

I could not have done this without my support system of wonderful friends, family, and coworkers, and for the past 3 months where I didnt have an account, I was actually worried it would make it harder to leave, not having a place I could vent where nothing is actually connected to me and I dont need to pull any punches.

For all of the edgelord cringeboys over the years who have talked shit whenever I bring this up, there have been some truly wonderful people who have shown me support when I needed it most and had nowhere else to turn, and to those of you who helped me and were here for me, I want to thank you, and wish I could do more than just make a post to do so; you have literally, directly, helped save my life. I would not have survived much longer if I hadnt gotten out, this time or last, and every single person who has ever been supportive of me through this was critical in that happening. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart and for the rest of my life, for helping me survive.

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TopicI dumped my abuser (again)
butthole666
05/08/21 3:41:42 AM
#15
Blade_Trinity posted...
10/10 for keeping this gimmick going for the last few years.
Would you like me to post photos of the fucking bruises and cuts they have given me?

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TopicI dumped my abuser (again)
butthole666
05/08/21 3:04:39 AM
#8
ultimate reaver posted...
Good job now make it stick this time
Yeah Im not falling for the bullshit this time they are never hearing from me again and I literally only still have their number unblocked in case I need evidence to get an order of protection from this fucking monster

DespondentDeity posted...
Did you even post that youd gotten back with her?
yeah a couple months into quarantine they blackmailed into being in contact with them again and then into a relationship again, and what ensued was the worst year of my life, and I am considering pressing charges for some of the things they did to me

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"Kenan & Kel is what made me realize I wasn't racist." ~ NewportBox100s
TopicI dumped my abuser (again)
butthole666
05/08/21 2:51:58 AM
#4
It is pretty cool and neat :)

Im never getting beat up or literally held against my will by my partner again

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TopicI dumped my abuser (again)
butthole666
05/08/21 1:38:42 AM
#1
I feel fucking ecstatic

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TopicChina heavily damaging the planet. More greenhouse gases.
butthole666
05/06/21 10:54:13 AM
#15
Both countries can be extremely bad at once guys

tankies who ride for china are so.... concerning

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TopicAnti-Mask rally outside middle school doesn't go as planned
butthole666
05/05/21 12:23:29 PM
#45
Unreal

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TopicAlright what did I miss
butthole666
05/05/21 11:52:44 AM
#17
Is duncan still here

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TopicYou go to the beach and see this
butthole666
05/05/21 3:22:11 AM
#3
The neat thing about hands is that you can make them into fists

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TopicAlright what did I miss
butthole666
05/05/21 3:14:22 AM
#16
And if they come into my work i will see them crossing the lot and have ample time to get into the locked office

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TopicAlright what did I miss
butthole666
05/05/21 3:11:27 AM
#15
Smashingpmkns posted...
TacticalFUCK
2011(?)-2021

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TopicAlright what did I miss
butthole666
05/05/21 3:11:00 AM
#14
Its been 3, and previously I have just wanted to and done it impulsively. I have a plan this time and already have security measures in place at home, where I have access to the feed from my dads suburban paranoia cameras, and everyone is to text me before entering the garage and front/back doors, all of which i can hear from my room, so i know if it is my family or my soon-to-be ex

im also gonna figure out the best way for me to park and enter/leave the house so as to minimize blind corners and hiding spots that wouldnt give me time to react

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"Kenan & Kel is what made me realize I wasn't racist." ~ NewportBox100s
TopicAlright what did I miss
butthole666
05/05/21 3:06:08 AM
#10
Shadowplay posted...
Out of the loop here... Is this the same girl you talked about going back a few years?
This is the one who beat the crap out of me and threatened to kill me, accused me of raping them (I didnt), and so on.

i have a very good support system in place and i have a specific exit strategy planned out + safety measures to take after

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TopicDrinking Topic 55: Big snakes, cats, and booze
butthole666
05/05/21 2:52:23 AM
#100
MabusIncarnate posted...
Holy shit a butthole sighting. Also I don't speak Hawaiian Yugi, you gonna need to break this down for me.

Honestly if you are half serious, just use Robinhood, it's simple and easy.
Yeah i got a 90 day purg on this acct and spork finally got nailed to a cross

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TopicAlright what did I miss
butthole666
05/05/21 2:46:34 AM
#7
Anyway in 3 months my life has gotten way worse but also better and i now have a dog and am leaving my abuser for good this friday or next after months of my closest friends trying to help me out of it and once that is done i can Thrive

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TopicAlright what did I miss
butthole666
05/05/21 2:43:13 AM
#5
sLaCkEr408___RJ posted...
Tagged as hairistotle
i get a 90 day purg and people think im an alt now

what a world

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TopicAlright what did I miss
butthole666
05/05/21 2:39:49 AM
#3
also lets get this out of the way what is hairistotles current username i miss that homie

[LFAQs-redacted-quote]

que

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TopicAlright what did I miss
butthole666
05/05/21 2:35:13 AM
#1
Who got banned who is a new alt etc etc

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TopicDrinking Topic 55: Big snakes, cats, and booze
butthole666
05/05/21 2:34:43 AM
#96
3 months breezed on by, glad to be back folks

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