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Haha, Usopp vs. Perona has been amazingly fun.

I actually spoke with my wife about my guilt and she just kinda laughed it off and said that it's totally cool that I'm thinking about the future.

Watched The Deer King tonight. What a pathetic attempt to make another Princess Mononoke and it just being way too long and falling largely flat.

Sanji wants to also peep on naked women?

Why does he have to be a fucking creep and just continue to be the worst member of the Straw Hat Pirates??!

Hahaha, Usopp has such a negative personality that Perona can't affect him?

The film is pretty good once it's actually like, the film.

Oh the first 33 minutes is all just a flashback

Watching the Fruits Basket movie and WTF? It is so disjointed and like... what the hell is the point?

Paprika is brilliant. I'm a bit more of a Perfect Blue fan but fuck me, all of it.

I'm going to speak about this more with our therapist (my wife's therapist has agreed to see us together as we go through this process) is just this guilt I feel about how my mind is already trying to plan out what to do after my wife passes away.

Not in the sense of like, funeral arrangements and things of that nature, but beyond that. I think about how I will basically be a 40 year old man alone and how when I'm ready to date again, that is just an entirely different world. Then I hate myself for even thinking about that sort of stuff because my wife has not passed away yet and maybe this process doesn't even happen how we think and it isn't an option for her right away.

My wife has said she hopes I can build a life with someone else after she passes and whatnot so it isn't like something she ALSO hasn't thought of? But I just feel tremendous guilt anytime my mind wanders into that line of thinking. Like I know I can't help that as I HAVE to be thinking about what happens after for my own mental health, but it just makes me feel like a fucking asshole. =/

Cyberpunk is really that rough? Is it worse than the most recent Devilman?

Yeah I have a wonderful support system between my family and friends.

My wife is still seeing specialists so she hasn't completely given up on all potential forms of support and treatment. If something does pop up that may improve quality of life significantly she would likely try it... it's just quite unlikely.

Sanji was also pretty meh in regards to that one gal in CP9.

I have told my employers about the situation. They are very understanding and supportive. I love them. ^_^

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The thing about it all is that Sanji can be and shows flashes of being a deep, complex, enjoyable character.... and then it all gets tossed away. I don't even mind the trope but if there is no growth after literally like 800 episodes... missed opportunity.

Brook is awesome, so enjoyable an addition to the crew.

Can't believe some people hate Brook.

Yo hohoho, yo hoho-hoooo!

Namizo, the cross dresser. XD

Up to episode 343. I am skipping filler since bleh to filler.

Moria and the girl character who has the ghosts both have interesting laughs. I know that is a thing in the series but it always makes me smile.

Caught up on the dub for Lycoris.

This is good but I can't shake the feeling it could be even better.

Cocytus posted...

Very sorry. Hope things go as easy as possible.

She is in the beginning parts of it all. It's possible that the doctors she discuss this with disagree and she has to try again in a few months. For the few others she has chatted with who are in similar types of situations there is not really any guarantees.

I've made it to Thriller Bark now.

Kinda creepy how the invisible dude was grabbing at Nami. Ew

Nope.

I've been cheated on before. Never do I wanna be party to that type of pain.

Their "Behind the Try" documentary is available free on their channel. It is a trip to watch now.

For their tour, Ned was the "Legend of Love", yikes. XD

Anyone seriously thinking Ohtani should be the AL MVP? XD

So they are more of an album type band? I've only heard their singles (used to work on radio so I played a lot of their singles) and just kinds got bored of it. Maybe I gotta go through an entire album.

Am I supposed to get high to listen to them or something? I've heard that was part of the "experience" of Pink Floyd and I'm just not that person.

DrizztLink posted...

Grief is by no means a linear process.

The Kubler-Ross "denial - anger - bargaining - depression - acceptance" thing is a guide of common emotions in grief, not a set of directions.

Fluctuating emotions are normal.

I agree with your wife's idea, talking with someone can only help and a joint session is a great start.

Yeah I have no issues working through everything with the help of a professional. I have a feeling I will need it more like after my wife passes as opposed to now but any and all help will be welcomed.

"What a bitch" - Nami

Haha, fun.

Gobstoppers12 posted...

I still play it. It's been a struggle playing Retail for the past couple of years, but Classic has been consistently fun.

Isn't Classic getting to WOTLK which I mean... isn't Classic?

Hasn't FF14 basically lured most WoW players by being objectively way better at this point?

Holy shit, Chopper when he is in Monster form is fucking terrifying.

If the child was firing at police officers... you play stupid games you win stupid prizes.

I do really wish Sanji didn't become a useless piece of shit against women. =/

Robin is an excellent character but even smart people make dumb decisions at times. Lol

I want to live. I want to go with you. Take me away from here.

T_T

Vice Admiral Saul. T_T

Blue_Dream87 posted...

TC you ever finish adventure time?

Nah. I ended up watching a video about how it ended. There was just so many garbage episodes. Finished up the Marceline killing other vampires arc.

"I'll mix some medicine for you later... for your brain!" - Chopper in regards to Zoro's bad sense of direction.

Man, what is going on to Sodom and Gomorrah... T_T

Orioles lost today which means the Jays 100% are INTO THE PLAYOFFS!

I do love how Chopper is so full of childhood wonderment about Sniper King. ^_^

Surprised that Melancholy and the Infinite Sadness didn't make the list. Might be my favorite album of the 90's

Just got to "Sniper King"... fucking Usopp. =/

Null_Gain posted...

Answering this question would require spoiling stuff from the Marineford Arc and beyond. I hope that other user realizes this and doesn't accidentally drop more details than you're supposed to know at this point.

I've been watching Wano with my wife so I'm aware of that Arc... though it has little to do with Marines thus far.

My wife is rather at peace with the whole thing. She would be ready to take this plunge tomorrow. We are in these opposing positions where she is ready for it tomorrow and I'm kinda glad that it is a bit of a longer process so I get to spend more time with her.

I go between times of being very at peace with it all and breaking down into tears. I assume it will be like this for awhile.

My wife has asked her psychiatrist if I can start being part of their time together and maybe utilize his services for a little while as needed. I'm a big believer that everyone could benefit from talking with a mental health expert so I should take my own advice, lol.

yusiko posted...

because white beard, kaido and big mom are all leagues more powerful than the strawhats combined at this point in the story
the buster call would not be a real threat to them

So the 5 Admirals, plus all the ships powers are insignificant compared to any of the Yonko?

Wasn't Garp the equal to Gold? Are the marines so inept none of them are anywhere close to an equal to the current Yonko?

I did watch Marineford so I do recall isn't the head admiral (the one who goes Buddha?) a current match for Whitebeard?