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TopicBad videogame movies that you actually liked
LonelyGamerZero
12/29/20 7:21:09 AM
#23
i admit it i kinda liked the live action street fighter movie jean claude vs raul julia...

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TopicHippocrates is SUSPENDED
LonelyGamerZero
12/29/20 6:53:20 AM
#130
how about Agamemknob? i know thats more of a play on a playwright but i like it...

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TopicWhat are you spending Christmas Eve doing?
LonelyGamerZero
12/24/20 11:08:07 PM
#7
what am I doing? apparently becoming a pariah for summoning up the gall to wish everyone well tonight!

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TopicTo all...
LonelyGamerZero
12/24/20 10:58:23 PM
#6
Teaches me to actually give a fuck about people and be the one person to wish them well, especially with all thats going on... Genuine kindness and chivalry really are dead... Whatever. Feel how you want, I still meant it as something good...

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TopicTo all...
LonelyGamerZero
12/24/20 10:32:11 PM
#1
To everyone that sees this, and those that dont, everyone who cares, or doesnt, everyone that needs it or not, I wish you peace and happiness, love and joy, even if only for this night. Happy holidays. Chris

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TopicWhat's the problem you say your real name?
LonelyGamerZero
12/22/20 3:46:49 AM
#65
The Space Cowboy aka The Gangster of Love aka Maurice

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TopicWhat's the problem you say your real name?
LonelyGamerZero
12/22/20 1:26:44 AM
#53
I. P. Freely

Actually, its Christopher...

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TopicBroken
LonelyGamerZero
11/24/20 1:23:58 AM
#1
Let me preface this by apologizing in advance to everyone im bothering with all of this. I truly detest bothering others with my difficulties.

My name is Chris. I seem to be having a...what do you call it...meltdown/breakdown/losing my marbles, and I dont know what to do.

I thought I could handle it all. I really did. All my life, ive had to endure trauma and hardship. Deaths, crippling injuries, abuse, mental "deficiencies", abandonment, and so forth. Hit after hit, absorb the blow, try to stand, and carry on ya know? Being born autistic (Aspergers sucks)? Ok, so I cant connect with people. Social Anxiety, General Anxiety, Agoraphobic? Just stay away from people altogether. Being sucked into a hurricane as a child? Still standing. Having your father on his deathbed, saying what a mistake I am, and how I ruined his life and dreams by existing? That one stings still, but what can you do? So many other things, weight on my shoulders both physical and figurative, for so many years... Now its literally the end of the world outside, and my strength and will have given out on me. I cant take anymore. I was barely hanging on by a thread as it was, the nightmares, the scars, the constant crying fits. I was terrified of people before, and now the death plague ravages the land, lurking outside my door. Im spent, so tired of fighting my already constant fears and impulses (trying so hard to get the voices to stop telling me im a failure), desperately wanting people in my life but not knowing how... I have no fiends. Zip. Nada. Goose Egg. The few family members I have left agreed with my father for the most part, and dont acknowledge me. Im so badly messed up my mother (who has a pacemaker) has to take care of me, and I have SSI that will probably get cut off if "the people on the hill" cant get their acts together. I want to give up so badly, to just be done with the pain, the sorrow, the memories, and that gets stronger every day... Please, someone, anyone, take my hand, even if only for a moment, sit beside me, tell me its gonna be ok... Someone actually want me to be be here, to be me... Someone...

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TopicLMFAO! So many people have me on ignore!
LonelyGamerZero
11/23/20 6:04:39 AM
#12


Least you matter enough for someone to do so. I havent gotten the time of day from a single person...

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TopicI can't wrap my head around suicide.
LonelyGamerZero
11/22/20 11:25:56 PM
#24
Pain. Misery. To some, almost alien concepts. To others, constant companions, whether welcome or not... Not much to get really. The souls and psyches of the tormented, the haunted, the damaged, ones who legitimately feel that even in a sea of people, they cannot be rescued, saved, salvaged, and sink to the bottom of true agony and despair... Those are the ones (myself included), that seek an end to the endless nightmare, whether real or imagined...

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TopicHow many people do you think that ignore and block you on gamefaq?
LonelyGamerZero
11/08/20 10:37:55 PM
#17
Ignore? Why everyone of course! You get used to it...

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TopicWhat trait do you see as more important: being nice or being smart?
LonelyGamerZero
11/08/20 10:07:19 PM
#14
Nice. Cant help it.. No matter how badly Im treated, Im still at my core, genuinely nice. I dunno, maybe Im stupid or something...

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TopicTo All: The Dogfather Passed Away
LonelyGamerZero
11/05/20 3:11:21 AM
#312
"Good night, sweet prince. May flights of angels sing thee to thy rest" (I hope I got the quote right)

Also, this song might be appropriate for a hero such as him: The Touch-Stan Bush

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