Lurker > GeraldDarko

I sadly don't know. For the first couple months she was in the nursing home, she was paranoid and terrified and didn't want to be left alone. I would visit her for about 4 hours every day because of this. She would spend the entire time I was with her just talking about how scared she was, everything she thought was wrong, and dismissing anything I had to say that would try putting any positive light on things. Then one day when I went for a visit, she just told me to go home. I tried talking to her and asking what was wrong or why she didn't want me there and she just refused to talk about it.

And for the record, I do not think at all she was being abused by staff. My mother has dementia and possibly alzheimer's. She wasn't doing well physically or mentally before getting put into the nursing home. I think her mind just broke. She was reading books the first couple months there but eventually stopped reading. I asked her if she wanted me to bring in a TV or anything for entertainment but she just said no to everything. All she did was lay in bed. Never got up to do any of the activities they have at the nursing home or talk to any of the other residents.

Last time I saw her was September 2022 when my sister and I worked on getting her hospice, which didn't last very long since she wasn't actively dying, but when I went into her room with the hospice worker, my mother just looked at me like I was a stranger and didn't talk. I don't even know if she knows who I am at this point if I were to try seeing her again, or if she would even have anything to say.

My mother's in a nursing home and hasn't wanted visitors since August 2022 and my father is a POS that I haven't talked to in over 20 years.

Omg I watched part of it this morning on Tubi while playing oldschool rs (im just fletching ingame). I don't think ill complete it tbh

I'm assuming you can put them on the schedule for 30 minutes today, though.

I noticed after COVID all the sudden even your generic chain barbers started demanding an appointment, and it kinda hit me that that was probably so they could avoid paying stylists for any seconds in which they weren't actively cutting hair

When they instated the policy, it was probably under the guise of limiting the number of people in the building.

The bath and body works one? If so, that is very mellow and nice.

23 pounds of soup in 6 minutes is gross.

23 pounds of chowder in 6 minutes is a fucking war crime.

Most of the challenges Ive seen have been 5-10 lbs. I cant imagine eating over twice that.
60 lbs in 4 hours seems like an ungodly amount of food.

Sour skittles > Reeses pieces > skittles

What about on my gooch?

https://gamefaqs.gamespot.com/a/forum/1/144e623f.jpg

That would be greenmist. One of the perpetually banned that hangs out on the "very sane and decent people" GF subreddit.

Retail is like maximum work drama.

Half of your co-workers are useless and most of the customers are terrible.

i am neither unsure of nor resentful of myself

that's the thing. i am confident in who i am. this is who i am. i am incapable of being happy for other people. maybe if my problems went away i could be. but not now

and im not like, holding my childhood up against that of others. im just saying that because of it, i am who i am. thats all