DementedDurian posted...
That I was contacted by demons in my dreams? I consider myself a demonist (not Satanist) because those dreams.
I also saw my deceased grandfather from my dad's side in one. He gave me a souvenir mug from Indiana and I later learned he was born there. I don't call that a coincidence and genuinely believe he visited me and is touring America like he used to when he was alive.
Yeah I would unironically recommend seeing someone with what youve posted in this topic, although it seems like you already are.
This place may not be the best for sharing such deeply personal and triggering experiences if youre still struggling with them.