Does anyone else struggle to play games as an evil character?

I think I might have been able to pull it off in the original Fable. Otherwise I just have a really hard time bringing myself to be an ass and hurting innocent people even in video games, at least when there are hard-coded repercussions for it...

I realized in Starfield I was stealing everything of value and was shanking and sniping civilians in New Atlantis just to quickly game the skill challenges, but that's because the game didn't care that I did it at all...