Has anyone ever gone through cute aggression or terrible intrusive thoughts?

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I get strong cute aggression with my cat. He stands on his hind legs with his paws on my leg and reaches out to get picked up. He's so soft and feels so good to hold that I want more, which would be tantamount to squeezing much harder (which of course I would never do). I also get the urge to bite him, which is really fucking weird to me, but he'll lightly "bite" by putting his teeth on my arm without applying pressure while he's clearly enjoying himself so apparently we share that sensation.
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