Antiyonder posted...
Not really. Still hopeful and active for what it's worth.
I just wonder what motivates the people who seem to believe that positive changes are no longer a thing. I'd like to think some of the downer threads/comments are just posters blowing off steam.
Man I'm depressed and haven't felt happiness in years, don't remember when it didn't hurt. Some days I feel nothing. Those are the good days.
You don't need motivation to live. That's the worst part about it. You can be alive and have no purpose for it. Just a life without meaning and devoid of joy. The only way out is death but it's not like you want to die necessarily. Much like life means nothing, dying also seems pointless since you'll die at some point anyway just like how you were born. (Note to mods I am not suicidal and I make sure to stay hydrated and horny) So you just wait every day for the night to come and every night you wait for morning. Every day for the rest of your worthless life.
And that's kinda what motivates me I guess. I'm not dead so I must live. It doesn't have to be complicated.