judg do you understand why you can't follow through with said execution, though? a therapist could help you there. understanding why could be the first step to actually reaching your goals! i just want you to be happy, my friend. (:
Yes I do.
My "woes" are really just me being extremely impatient and I only share 1 side of the actual story on here.
(As for FO4 I never played it, only played FO3 and NV).