It's really not that big of a deal.. people die sometimes. Whether or not it was meant to happen doesn't matter because we all do what we can do in the moment. It's not like I could have done anything. I'm not smart enough to see it coming.
If you're feeling like that, hang on for a bit. Just a day or two. You might feel differently if you hear a joke you like, or watch your favorite movie. Maybe you'd watch your favorite show or listen to your favorite song. There are always some things the worst day can't take away from you, and you don't owe it to give it up. You're the only person who can tell you how to feel.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5C_Wrt6pNSw