Then abuse people.

I won't settle for less than the best!.....I'm sticking to my guns....I made a promise to myself when I was 18. If I can't have a certain girl then I don't want anyone else...20 years later she got married has two kids...so basically I'm done and I don't care...if I am a virgin for life big deal. watching tv using my computer and playing video games are my life....they've always been my life....when I was a teenager all my classmates were being social and I was in my room watching tv playing video games being happy....I exercised a lot too.....yeah I had my eyes on girls.......even though I made have done some shady things I never forced anything and I kept my morals ......yeah there were chances to take advantage and I got rejected pretty hard but at least I didn't bow down to my desires.

after watching some videos. I feel like it's not even worth it.

I feel so bad :(

everytime I get that feeling Just watch the videos and see how stupid those guys look...bowing down to their own desires and abusing people.
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Everything Zen! when I"m a machine head it's the lil things. In this intrastate love song

I rather be a virgin for life.

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