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Mead 09/26/21 5:48:23 PM #1: |
I tried. Peace
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DirtBasedSoap 09/26/21 5:49:17 PM #2: |
what
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Cacciato 09/26/21 5:49:30 PM #3: |
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline 800-273-8255
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Far-Queue 09/26/21 6:19:36 PM #4: |
Yeah dude you okay?
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ReturnOfFa 09/26/21 6:39:31 PM #5: |
You good brother? Sending love
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DirtBasedSoap 09/26/21 6:40:44 PM #6: |
anyone able to contact him outside of PotD? legit worried :(
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Far-Queue 09/26/21 6:43:03 PM #7: |
I hope you meant you're going to bed early or something
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Blighboy 09/26/21 6:44:10 PM #8: |
Hi, this is Mead's mom. It's with great sorrow i inform you he killed himself two days ago. He always loved coming home from school and visiting game eff ay queues to "show those bitches who wears the tits in this house". I hope you'll miss him as much as I'm sure he misses you.
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DirtBasedSoap 09/26/21 6:46:08 PM #9: |
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Far-Queue 09/26/21 6:46:38 PM #10: |
That's fucked up dude
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Cacciato 09/26/21 6:51:50 PM #11: |
Whilst fucked up, I think that the spirit of the joke is something that meant to be well-intended.
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wwinterj25 09/26/21 6:55:30 PM #12: |
Well.... shit...
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Jen0125 09/26/21 7:52:19 PM #13: |
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DirtBasedSoap 09/26/21 7:53:45 PM #14: |
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shadowsword87 09/26/21 7:56:25 PM #15: |
He's currently offline on discord, and his wife is offline as well (though they didn't really use it at all).
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Mead 09/26/21 7:57:43 PM #16: |
I apologize for this topic, truly. I have decided not to harm myself. I have left my wife and my old life behind. I now choose to simply live and attempt to survive in the world.
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Far-Queue 09/26/21 7:58:01 PM #17: |
Says his last login was a couple minutes ago unless he just left his computer on or something? Not sure how that works exactly
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Far-Queue 09/26/21 7:58:22 PM #18: |
Oh dude thank goodness
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helIy 09/26/21 7:58:26 PM #19: |
what
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DirtBasedSoap 09/26/21 7:58:56 PM #20: |
Mead posted...
I have left my wife and my old life behind.damn dude really? --- wieners and farts??? idk lol ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Jen0125 09/26/21 7:59:06 PM #21: |
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Blighboy 09/26/21 8:02:29 PM #23: |
Mead posted...
I apologize for this topic, truly. I have decided not to harm myself. I have left my wife and my old life behind. I now choose to simply live and attempt to survive in the world.Can I call you Mead2 now --- I have no idea whether or not he's a racist, but apparently there are recordings of him using racial slurs so it's a distinct possibility. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Mead 09/26/21 8:04:07 PM #24: |
I tried to see a therapist but covid really complicated matters. Im walking until I reach the ocean in a few hours. From there maybe I can think and come up with a plan. I dont have money but I have a few days of water and a small amount of food. If someone tries to take my bag, I have a butter knife to defend myself
I figure thats something I could use to defend myself, but also isnt too threatening if some cop decides to go through my bag. --- my resting temp can easily be in the 90's -Krazy_Kirby ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Mead 09/26/21 8:05:21 PM #25: |
Im heading to the beach and Im never coming back. And when I come back Ill be the butter knife master.
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DirtBasedSoap 09/26/21 8:06:19 PM #26: |
so you just walked out of your house? what caused you to do this? you dont have to tell us if you dont want.
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Mead 09/26/21 8:13:21 PM #27: |
I cant control my mental state and Im self aware of the fact that it is destroying both of our lives. This is my way of preventing that, the best way I can for now
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SilentSeph 09/26/21 8:13:59 PM #28: |
I hope you'll be ok
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DirtBasedSoap 09/26/21 8:14:31 PM #29: |
im sure she would rather have you there and not wandering around town
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LinkPizza 09/26/21 8:15:31 PM #30: |
DirtBasedSoap posted...
im sure she would rather have you there and not wandering around town Yeah. This --- Official King of Kings Switch FC: 7216-4417-4511 Add Me because I'll probably add you. I'm probably the LinkPizza you'll see around. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Jen0125 09/26/21 8:19:58 PM #31: |
You should go to a shelter not roam around, Mead. It's not safe when you're in the mental state you're in.
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FellWolf 09/26/21 8:25:14 PM #32: |
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Mead 09/26/21 8:27:25 PM #33: |
DirtBasedSoap posted...
im sure she would rather have you there and not wandering around town unfortunately I think I pushed her beyond that point Jen0125 posted... You should go to a shelter not roam around, Mead. It's not safe when you're in the mental state you're in. I dont qualify for any around here unfortunately. I have my meds with me and will try to remain mindful of my surroundings. I cant control the way I feel but Im not having hallucinations or anything, I wont harm anyone. --- my resting temp can easily be in the 90's -Krazy_Kirby ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DirtBasedSoap 09/26/21 8:30:05 PM #34: |
Mead posted...
unfortunately I think I pushed her beyond that pointidkwhat your situation is but unless she is a total piece of shit, she absolutely doesnt want you to be wandering around in your current state. shes probably worried about you! --- wieners and farts??? idk lol ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DirtBasedSoap 09/26/21 8:31:32 PM #35: |
shit man, i barely know you and im worried. im sure she wants you home!
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Mead 09/26/21 8:34:25 PM #36: |
DirtBasedSoap posted...
shit man, i barely know you and im worried. im sure she wants you home! she wants to live a life free from this disease in my brain and I dont blame her one bit. I want the same thing. --- my resting temp can easily be in the 90's -Krazy_Kirby ... Copied to Clipboard!
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faramir77 09/26/21 8:37:13 PM #37: |
Mead posted...
she wants to live a life free from this disease in my brain and I dont blame her one bit. I want the same thing. Did she say that to you, or did the disease in your brain say that to you? --- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XiCtAUrZbUk -- Defeating the Running Man of Ocarina of Time in a race since 01/17/2009. -- ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DirtBasedSoap 09/26/21 8:38:41 PM #38: |
faramir77 posted...
Did she say that to you, or did the disease in your brain say that to you?good question. bro im constantly thinking no one likes me either. Ill completely convince myself that everyone just tolerates me but doesnt actually like me. Did she actually tell you or are you feeling guilty about the way you feel? --- wieners and farts??? idk lol ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Far-Queue 09/26/21 8:50:34 PM #39: |
Yeah dude I'm sure no matter how the conversation went tonight she wouldn't want you out on the streets. If you don't have someplace else to go you should go home.
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LinkPizza 09/26/21 8:54:36 PM #40: |
Mead posted...
she wants to live a life free from this disease in my brain and I dont blame her one bit. I want the same thing. But that doesnt mean she wants a life away from you --- Official King of Kings Switch FC: 7216-4417-4511 Add Me because I'll probably add you. I'm probably the LinkPizza you'll see around. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Lynyrd_Skynyrd 09/26/21 8:59:14 PM #41: |
Did all of this start when you said that isolation chamber changed your life? This is abnormal behavior.
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Mead 09/26/21 9:05:11 PM #42: |
Lynyrd_Skynyrd posted...
Did all of this start when you said that isolation chamber changed your life? This is abnormal behavior. Ive been fucked up since always. Outwardly I think I actually seem pretty stable so Ive been able to fake it and blend in most of my life. In my mind thought there is just pain, fear, and distractions from the former. Yall are right I should head home. Its time I really commit to getting some help. --- my resting temp can easily be in the 90's -Krazy_Kirby ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Lynyrd_Skynyrd 09/26/21 9:09:45 PM #43: |
Good. Please go home and get help.
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Far-Queue 09/26/21 9:11:00 PM #44: |
OK Mead keep us updated please and reach out for any reason bruh we care about you
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Far-Queue 09/26/21 9:12:14 PM #45: |
Baby steps too dude don't feel like you need to fix everything 100% all at once just go home, talk to your wife some, get some sleep, and make some calls tomorrow morning bud it's gonna be okay
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wwinterj25 09/26/21 9:43:40 PM #46: |
Mead posted...
Yall are right I should head home. Its time I really commit to getting some help. Sounds the most logical thing todo. Good luck! --- One who knows nothing can understand nothing. http://psnprofiles.com/wwinterj - https://imgur.com/guXxsmA ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DevilSummoner1 09/26/21 9:47:54 PM #47: |
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adjl 09/26/21 10:30:09 PM #48: |
Dude, get your ass home. Even if your wife does want to be rid of you, she's going to feel a lot better about you sleeping on the couch and otherwise keeping to yourself until you can sort out more suitable accommodations than she will about you aimlessly wandering the streets. This is not a decision you should be making impulsively, nor one you should be making alone (if it's even one you should be making at all, which I'm not particularly convinced of).
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Mead 09/27/21 12:55:01 AM #49: |
Im back home now
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