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Yellow
10/14/19 12:55:24 AM
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Vent because I wouldn't tell this to anyone irl.

Not in a sleepy way, in a schizo dream logic way. Was a huge asshole to everyone in general, only because they take my dead silence and emotionless stare the wrong way. People wouldn't understand a dissociative state if one hit them. They're about as real to me as people on a TV show.

I kept getting obsessed about theories about the universe viewed from different angles, something like the universe being a projection from another universe that makes far more sense than ours in a completely different way. I started seeing people peek their heads around corners looking at me. I don't know if that part was real or not, but I would hope people wouldn't do that to me.

In this state I decided to spend $600 on the standard Ableton Live set and made a short track, the soundfont quality is higher than anything I've used before.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6nzICn-KRBY" data-time="


And then this one for a game idea I will probably never make about a frog on a pirate ship sailing somewhere.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ann_Gel_2Qo" data-time="


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jramirez23
10/14/19 1:18:55 AM
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The Mr. Frog song sounds cool. Sorry but the first part of your post I can't really understand except for the dissociative state part. Luckily I haven't had that feeling in 10+ years.

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Yellow
10/14/19 10:33:24 PM
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Thanks, I found a soundfont that took my chords and turn them into separate blips that I then took and split across both ears. Even though I know I'll never have a career making music, and no one will listen to any of my songs I always come back to making music. Music creation, unlike every other aspect of life, gets better the worse state you're in.

And yeah, I'll have to tell them I was in a bad mood or something and apologize so they don't think I just dislike them.

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