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Yellow 10/14/19 12:55:24 AM #1: |
Vent because I wouldn't tell this to anyone irl.
Not in a sleepy way, in a schizo dream logic way. Was a huge asshole to everyone in general, only because they take my dead silence and emotionless stare the wrong way. People wouldn't understand a dissociative state if one hit them. They're about as real to me as people on a TV show. I kept getting obsessed about theories about the universe viewed from different angles, something like the universe being a projection from another universe that makes far more sense than ours in a completely different way. I started seeing people peek their heads around corners looking at me. I don't know if that part was real or not, but I would hope people wouldn't do that to me. In this state I decided to spend $600 on the standard Ableton Live set and made a short track, the soundfont quality is higher than anything I've used before. And then this one for a game idea I will probably never make about a frog on a pirate ship sailing somewhere. --- ... Copied to Clipboard!
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jramirez23 10/14/19 1:18:55 AM #2: |
The Mr. Frog song sounds cool. Sorry but the first part of your post I can't really understand except for the dissociative state part. Luckily I haven't had that feeling in 10+ years.
--- When life backs you up into a corner, come out swingin'! ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Yellow 10/14/19 10:33:24 PM #3: |
Thanks, I found a soundfont that took my chords and turn them into separate blips that I then took and split across both ears. Even though I know I'll never have a career making music, and no one will listen to any of my songs I always come back to making music. Music creation, unlike every other aspect of life, gets better the worse state you're in.
And yeah, I'll have to tell them I was in a bad mood or something and apologize so they don't think I just dislike them. --- ... Copied to Clipboard!
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