Current Events > I'm pretty disappointed in myself for catching feelings...

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Ugh she has a boyfriend too, why am I wasting my time.

Its ok Hoth. Youll lose those feelings soon enough
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Hoth? Lol Im not that loser.

Why feel bad? It happens.
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Awesome posted...

Why feel bad? It happens.

Yeah youre right but I just wish I could think about something else, I just feel like such a fucking sap.

me too it sucks but you just have to deal with it, either in a good way or bad way.
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I'll tell the story since no one asked, we're the same major (small major so the classes aren't very large or anything) and have had some of the same classes for like atleast 2-3 years now. I've always sort of associated myself with her but we weren't always best friends or anything, we have our own cliques. Keep in mind I think it's fair to say she's a legit 9/10 so I never really even tried to spit game or anything because even though I don't think I'm an ugly guy or anything I know when a girl is out of my league. But this semester we have almost every class together and hung out outside of class a few times outside of class.

Last Friday one of my friends had a concert and we both showed up to support, when it was over it was still only like 11pm and she said she wanted to do something else since it was still pretty early, so we hit up another friend that couldn't make it because she was at work and my other friend said we should go to this bar right next to her job, so we catch an uber from the concert and go there and meet up with my friend and another friend at the bar. It was pretty chill, there weren't many people there so we were all pretty much acting a fool, we all got 3 of this $5 special they had which was 1 beer and 1 shot, so after a few of those we were all kinda buzzed. They all know that I'm not a big fan of beer (more of a champagne/wine kind of guy) so they were forcing me to drink the beer and we were all telling stories about the worst time we got drunk and other stuff. We came to the conclusion that we weren't drunk enough so we all went to 7Eleven and bought some more beer and some Jameson and were going to go back to the dorms to drink some more and hang out.

This is when things get a little foggy lol, I think we got to the dorms around 1 and I'm pretty sure since we were already drunk we went a little bit out of hand with the Jameson so we all got pretty fucked up. We were chilling for a couple more hours, I don't really remember much of what we were talking about at that point but I'm pretty sure it didn't make any sense. Lol so one of my friends apparently at some point just disappeared and we had no idea where she went but since we were all drunk we were like whatever, and my other friend fell asleep on the couch in the tower lounge. So the only people that were still alive were me and her and we were chilling for a little while, but eventually it was around 4 am so we decided to leave to my dorm which is down the street and left my friend there asleep (lol) and we couldn't find my other friend so we just assumed she went back to her room to throw up or something (which was kind of true). We didn't plan to go inside my room or anything and I didn't really want to either since I already knew my room was messy af, but we walked to the front of the front of the building and she called an uber back to her apartment and that was pretty much it.

But the next day my friend that we left asleep in the tower lounge was in the group chat between some friends (the two people that were there and other people) and said he was disappointed in me because he thought I took her back to my place to smash. He also said that there was a 90% chance I could have smashed that night based on the way she was acting towards me, but idk lol I guess I didn't see it that way because I was drunk and didn't make any moves. I also already know that she has a boyfriend so maybe drunk me was at least respectful of that. I saw her in class earlier this week and we laughed about it but didn't really talk about it much.

So that's pretty much it, pretty lame story honestly and if you read all of that I'm sorry for wasting your time but I guess it just felt good to write it out lmao. I'm even more mad at myself now that I'm even feeling some type of way...

Awesome posted...

me too it sucks but you just have to deal with it, either in a good way or bad way.

you got a story bro?

Don't ever think a girl is "out of your league" simply because boobs and ass. That doesn't give her much status in the long run. Is she incredibly talented, accomplished, intelligent in addition to looking good? Then maybe, but you gotta lose that high school thought of putting someone on a pedestal because they're attractive.
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Kolibri X posted...

Don't ever think a girl is "out of your league" simply because boobs and ass. That doesn't give her much status in the long run. Is she incredibly talented, accomplished, intelligent in addition to looking good? Then maybe, but you gotta lose that high school thought of putting someone on a pedestal because they're attractive.

That's definitely true, and I wouldn't say I have self esteem issues or anything but I've never really been a hit with the ladies or anything so you have to consider that.

last bump for late night CE

I'm in the same boat TC

It's not fun
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teepan95 posted...

I'm in the same boat TC

It's not fun

You got a story?

last bump

AreteWastrel posted...

Awesome posted...

me too it sucks but you just have to deal with it, either in a good way or bad way.

you got a story bro?

its always i like girl, i ask her out , she rejects me, girl regrets rejecting me, tries to talk to me, i dont care anymore. thats it.
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AreteWastrel posted...

teepan95 posted...

I'm in the same boat TC

It's not fun

You got a story?

Yeah, but I'd rather not dwell on it tbh
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