Current Events > havent talked to my father in over 5 years and im so sad

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i barely know him and ive been thinking of him a lot the past month, he's turning 60 next month and im sad about what happened and what could have been. i know life isnt fair but its overwhelming and i cry a lot but it doesnt do it any good. and at the same time it doesnt help that the girl i like doesnt want anything to do with me either and it gets me more depressed. like in my heart area i feel sadness and emptiness and im crying right now, my moms sleeping so i cant talk to her right now so i have to vent here =/
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turn that into a passion for loving a child of your own one day
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