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Topic	My uncle committed suicide this morning
DarthDemented 11/20/19 11:05:10 PM #28:	DuranOfForcena posted... why wouldn't i be? according to TC, he had suffered from multiple physical ailments. that can be taxing on a person. you don't have to have mental issues for something like that to get to where it is too much to deal with. i will admit though the part of doing it right in front of the sister doesn't seem like an entirely mentally sound decision. but i don't know the details. I don't know all the details either. Don't want to push it. Still too raw and fresh to push any further than it happened and how it happened. I'll admit I've thought of it a few times myself. When I'm not working I take care of my bed bound wife and it's taken a toll on my mind and body and health. Lately the depression has gotten to be real heavy on me. At the same time if I did she'd get carted off to a nursing home and my son raised by family or put in the foster system. I have a close friend who helps me during these times because she understands the feeling. I don't want to be the ever lasting trauma in my kid's life. Especially given the fact he would be the one to find me. Not doing it. --- boobies... <cite>DarthDemented posted [p:930455423] in My uncle c... [t:78181849]...</cite> <quote>DuranOfForcena posted... </cite> <quote>why wouldn't i be? according to TC, he had suffered from multiple physical ailments. that can be taxing on a person. you don't have to have mental issues for something like that to get to where it is too much to deal with. i will admit though the part of doing it right in front of the sister doesn't seem like an entirely mentally sound decision. but i don't know the details.</quote>I don't know all the details either. Don't want to push it. Still too raw and fresh to push any further than it happened and how it happened. I'll admit I've thought of it a few times myself. When I'm not working I take care of my bed bound wife and it's taken a toll on my mind and body and health. Lately the depression has gotten to be real heavy on me. At the same time if I did she'd get carted off to a nursing home and my son raised by family or put in the foster system. I have a close friend who helps me during these times because she understands the feeling. I don't want to be the ever lasting trauma in my kid's life. Especially given the fact he would be the one to find me. Not doing it. --- boobies...</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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