I have been really good about working out again the last 2 days. I had to buy bigger clothes because mine were getting tight and that was rock bottom for me. I am nowhere near being heavy like I used to be, but I put a little of my weight back on with some of my depression. I realized I didnt really work out the whole time my dad was battling cancer, and I especially didnt after he died so its been at least 6 months.
So enough is enough on that. I am showing myself some grace, but changing my habits a lot and Im happy about it. I also havent had a cigarette in like 4 days either. I am also going to start trying to get out more because its good for me, but thats going to be difficult.
I went out for lunch with my son today, he lives with me full time but we mostly eat at home because I am the best cook in the world. He is 15 and starting to become an adult, it makes he happy and sad at the same time.
The waiter asked me if we were splitting the check and that threw me for a loop for a second because thats never happened. Hes thought my son was a grown man. Just kind of changed my perspective on things a bit.