Thank you to those who have reached out to me to want to help
and thank you again for the kind words everyone
and also thank you for letting me vent
I might be a gruff bastard but I seriously love my pets with all of my heart and I take care of them as best as I can. So it hurts all the more when I lose them, and this all has been helping me
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