Ever thought that if you were just a little bit insane you'd murder someone?

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Board 8 » Ever thought that if you were just a little bit insane you'd murder someone?
red13n
02/14/2022
01:15 AM
#1
I have. I had to inform this person of such. There was a lot of yelling, mostly on my end. But I felt better.

Not better better. Bad enough that I still feel more than a bit on edge right now.

Letting it all out occasionally feels good but I also don't feel good. Conflicting and such.

Being sane sucks but I am a rational person that will continue for the forever to stay sane.

Also sorry for being vague b8 but I don't immediately feel like getting too personal. I've told segments of the story surrounding this here at times so I don't think anything is really a secret but trying not to rehash it in my brain too much. Mostly just trying to let out a little bit of my emotions a bit. Thanks for being a little bit of an outlet b8.
"First thing that crosses my mind: I didn't get any GameFAQs Karma yesterday." Math Murderer after getting his appendix removed.
red13n
02/14/2022
01:48 AM
#2
Also sorry the topic title is a bit ambiguously morbid. To be clear, don't murder. My mind has simply rationalized that murder at some point in the last 30 years would have made my life a lot easier. Unfortunately I am a rational person that knows that easier does not mean better. So no murder. Occasional repressed scorn that must be let out every however many years.
"First thing that crosses my mind: I didn't get any GameFAQs Karma yesterday." Math Murderer after getting his appendix removed.
Raka_Putra
02/14/2022
01:53 AM
#3
Thanks for sharing. I think it's good that you're acknowledging your dark thoughts. Maybe not outright murder but I've definitely considered physically harming someone. I hope you have outlets to temper or channel that energy.
"So much love in his words."
- RIP Stephen Sondheim, 1930-2021
paperwarior
02/14/2022
01:54 AM
#4
I am a little bit insane and I haven't. I feel I want to sometimes, but it's just anger.
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banananor
02/14/2022
02:08 AM
#5
sadly, i know the feeling

from one former crazy-feeling person to one still in the thick of it, the only actual release valve is to alter your life situation such that you don't interact with the person anymore. you won't get to feel sane and healthy until you do- your body is literally crying out to you for change

i don't want to hear about why that's currently impossible- you don't have to convince me of anything

people do crazier stuff than walking away from responsibilities they didn't create

keep trucking along, keep keeping your cool, and keep your mind and heart open to other ways of life
You did indeed stab me in the back. However, you are only level one, whilst I am level 50. That means I should remain uninjured.
red13n
02/14/2022
03:17 AM
#6
I thought I was almost out of it years ago. Then life went and pulled the rug out from under me at the last minute.
"First thing that crosses my mind: I didn't get any GameFAQs Karma yesterday." Math Murderer after getting his appendix removed.
Leafeon13N
02/14/2022
05:31 AM
#7
Now the hardest part of this may be convincing my brain it is okay to relax and sleep.
Leafeon13N
02/14/2022
12:56 PM
#8
Once I got to sleep I think I was fine. But now that I'm up I realize I just wanted to stay in bed for a good while. Oh well.
Aecioo
02/14/2022
04:06 PM
#9
world of warcraft is not that serious
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WazzupGenius00
02/14/2022
04:13 PM
#10
Not murder, but kleptomania. Id be stealing shit all the time and even now I have no interest in doing it but cant help but notice situations where it would be super easy to steal
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red13n
02/14/2022
08:15 PM
#11
Yeah don't do that.
"First thing that crosses my mind: I didn't get any GameFAQs Karma yesterday." Math Murderer after getting his appendix removed.
VintageGin
02/14/2022
08:27 PM
#12
This is a weird fucking topic
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haloiscoolisbak
02/14/2022
08:29 PM
#13
nah. when i get really mad at someone i just want to completely remove them from my life and never speak to them again
Started from the bottom now we here
MrGreenonion
02/14/2022
08:52 PM
#14
Not like anyone I know personally. But when you see all the injustice in the world and all the people that just get away with perpetuating it and never face any consequences, it's hard not to wish for retribution.
Jessie
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VeryInsane
02/14/2022
09:08 PM
#15
I am VeryInsane and the only thought I've had is myself

(Don't worry, I don't feel that way anymore)
Warning: I'm literally VeryInsane.
red13n
02/14/2022
09:25 PM
#16
VeryInsane posted...
I am VeryInsane and the only thought I've had is myself

(Don't worry, I don't feel that way anymore)

I want you to know your name actually did pop into my mind while I was making this topic.
"First thing that crosses my mind: I didn't get any GameFAQs Karma yesterday." Math Murderer after getting his appendix removed.
tazzyboyishere
02/14/2022
09:39 PM
#17
Seek professional help
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neonreaper
02/15/2022
07:02 AM
#18
How would you do it?
Donny: Are they gonna hurt us, Walter?
Walter: No, Donny. These men are cowards.
MegaWentEvil
02/15/2022
01:59 PM
#19
I kind of understand TC, cause the shit some people get away with makes me wish I had the power to decide who lives and who dies sometimes.
Waluigi1
02/15/2022
03:01 PM
#20
I would never do it because I think taking another's life is the worst thing possible, but sure I've thought about what it'd be like. I definitely wouldn't be able to live with it.
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Mr Lasastryke
02/15/2022
03:45 PM
#21
i'm not completely sane as is and no. i lose my cool often enough but no matter how angry i get, i never get the urge to physically attack people.
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