Last August I attempted to kill myself. I'm just now starting to recover from it

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Board 8 » Last August I attempted to kill myself. I'm just now starting to recover from it

08/27/2019 10:18:04 PM

08/27/2019

10:18 PM

Don't Ask Me Anything. Not at this point, yet. At some point down the road though, I'm sure.

This place was a large part of my life for 18 years so I wanted to at least let you guys know that I am not - despite some rather valiant efforts - dead yet.

I probably won't come back to this specific topic (still doing the spoiler dance on things like Game of Thrones, four MCU movies, and above all else RE2Make (among a ton of other things (I'm basically a time traveler right now))), but you know you never really leave B8 so I'll be around when I put my life back together a little more. Probably.

That's all I've got. This is the topic.

If you wake up at a different time, in a different place, could you wake up as a different person?
#theresafreakingghostafterus

KingButz

08/27/2019 10:23:55 PM

08/27/2019

10:23 PM

Hi, it's good to see you alive

rip imgcake

Nrrr

08/27/2019 10:25:39 PM

08/27/2019

10:25 PM

I am glad you are alive.

I'm baby

Shaduln

08/27/2019 10:28:08 PM

08/27/2019

10:28 PM

Very glad you're still around.

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ninkendo

08/27/2019 10:29:43 PM

08/27/2019

10:29 PM

Oh hey FFD

Enjoy RE2 Remake it's one of ther best games of 2019

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Drakeryn

08/27/2019 10:39:35 PM

08/27/2019

10:39 PM

Very glad you're still with us

If you ever want to talk (not just about this, about anything) feel free to PM

another place and time, without a great divide, and we could be flying deadly high

swirIdude

08/27/2019 10:41:44 PM

08/27/2019

10:41 PM

Glad to have you with us.

Advokaiser picked Cloud in Guru and rained on my bracket.
At least I finished 20th overall!

PrinceKaro

08/27/2019 10:43:27 PM

08/27/2019

10:43 PM

good to see you

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Congrats to Advokaiser on being really good at predicting stuff

The Mana Sword

08/27/2019 10:43:54 PM

08/27/2019

10:43 PM

Even if you dont see this, its great to hear from you.

Thanks for letting us know.

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Shonen_Bat

08/27/2019 10:46:19 PM

08/27/2019

10:46 PM

#10

I know we haven't talked to eachother like, at all, but I'm glad you're still here.

Hello again.

CelesMyUserName

08/27/2019 10:47:43 PM

08/27/2019

10:47 PM

#11

glad to see you back and youre still kicking through the circumstances, thanks for sharing hope we do see more of ya around as you're able

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BlueCrystalTear

08/27/2019 10:48:34 PM

08/27/2019

10:48 PM

#12

Glad you're doing okay!

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Mega Mana

08/27/2019 10:57:04 PM

08/27/2019

10:57 PM

#13

Very happy you didn't succumb to Jillmageddon!

"In my headcanon, some staffer saw Trump pull out his phone and start typing so they just Terry Tate Office Linebacker'd him out of his shoes." - FFD

NFUN

08/27/2019 10:58:46 PM

08/27/2019

10:58 PM

#14

oh I was wondering where you were. Welcome back. Feel better

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swordz9

08/27/2019 11:00:10 PM

08/27/2019

11:00 PM

#15

Oh, wow didnt think something like this would be the first time we see you in a while. Glad youre alive and starting to do better.

Snake5555555555

08/27/2019 11:03:13 PM

08/27/2019

11:03 PM

#16

So good to see you, and I'm glad you're alright and doing a little better now. I'm sure you will love RE2make when you get around to it!

I've decided to put my fears behind me. I'm not going back.
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Nelson_Mandela

08/27/2019 11:05:24 PM

08/27/2019

11:05 PM

#17

Heaven doesn't need any Orioles fans. Glad you're doing better.

"A more mature answer than I expected."~ Jakyl25
"Sephy's point is right."~ Inviso

LordoftheMorons

08/27/2019 11:07:04 PM

08/27/2019

11:07 PM

#18

Glad you're still alive.

Congrats to Advokaiser for winning the CBX Guru Challenge!

Leonhart4

08/27/2019 11:07:43 PM

08/27/2019

11:07 PM

#19

Happy to see you posting again. Wishing you all the best.

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Punnyz

08/27/2019 11:37:43 PM

08/27/2019

11:37 PM

#20

I know you said you weren't gonna come back to this topic but I actually thought of you some time ago, I laughed because I remember you bought a game com just to play RE2 on it

if you would've went through with it, we would've never known and thats kinda scary too. But at the very least, just want to let you know you've left an impact on us

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CaptainOfCrush

08/28/2019 12:34:27 AM

08/28/2019

12:34 AM

#22

So glad to hear from you. You're one of the nicest members of this community, and among the non-active Board 8ers I always think of from time to time. If you do check out the posts here, I just wanna say that RE2Make is DAMN GOOD and, to my surprise, a worthy successor to the original. I think you'll enjoy it.

Yoblazer
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KokoroAkechi

08/28/2019 01:02:13 AM

08/28/2019

01:02 AM

#23

hey man

glad you are more or less okay now.

hope you got some help you might have needed.

Pirateking2000

08/28/2019 01:18:40 AM

08/28/2019

01:18 AM

#24

Glad you're with us

XBL GT: Demon Ninja X2
"There comes a time in every man's or woman's life where they have to make **** up to cover their ass." - Hazama

XIII_rocks

08/28/2019 01:39:51 AM

08/28/2019

01:39 AM

#25

Damn man. Happy to see you're still around

A little jealous that you have yet to experience the RE2 remake for the first time, it's so good

Not to be confused with XIII_Stones.

Forceful_Dragon

08/28/2019 02:13:12 AM

08/28/2019

02:13 AM

#26

I missed you and I'm glad you're still around. We are all sincerely here for you if you need anything.

~C~ FD
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Snrkiko

08/28/2019 02:32:52 AM

08/28/2019

02:32 AM

#27

please don't do that again

...Snrk.
And theeen, we do stuff like, 'Persona!' with our Personas and beat the crap outta Shadows...

Wanglicious

08/28/2019 03:18:05 AM

08/28/2019

03:18 AM

#28

FFDragon posted...

and above all else RE2Make

...truly the biggest red flag i've ever seen.
you're the guy who i'm certain would literally write a will where it's mandatory for you to have either "Redfield" or "Wesker" somehow appear on your tombstone as a zombie funeral party (featuring bears) celebrates and everything is spoken like an RE dub.

...and then Marche would bust in and tell us all to go home before putting us all in wheelchairs. he'd also take all the bears with him, lock them in cages, and kick a random zombie mega man in the dick.

what i'm saying is you lived through multiple mercs "seasons," you can't die on us now. the passive aggressive suffering followed by the stockholm syndrome suffering followed by the actual suffering is part of the "fun."

i'm also not 100% sure you wouldn't become a self-aware zombie who retains his intelligence in the ultimate heel turn so i'd rather you stay alive so the world can continue to exist.

"Maybe it's a tentacle, molesting the planet itself. - Aschen Brodel.

dowolf

08/28/2019 07:12:57 AM

08/28/2019

07:12 AM

#29

Good to know you're still with us.

Nonsense. "Testing" is for when you're still guessing--and now, I have no need to guess. -- Agatha, Girl Genius

JonThePenguin

08/28/2019 07:22:37 AM

08/28/2019

07:22 AM

#30

Im enormously glad youre okay. Do come back whenever youre ready.

JonThePenguin
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Steiner

08/28/2019 07:23:08 AM

08/28/2019

07:23 AM

#31

we love you ffd

Advokaiser makes me feel eternal. All this pain is an illusion.

Tom Bombadil

08/28/2019 07:29:29 AM

08/28/2019

07:29 AM

#32

Well dang I am glad you are still here you are a cool dude :\ I hope things get better for you cuz we'd all like to have you around. If poking me helps, feel free.

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Tone yo' flab

neonreaper

08/28/2019 08:46:53 AM

08/28/2019

08:46 AM

#33

board 8 loves you man

Donny: Are they gonna hurt us, Walter?
Walter: No, Donny. These men are cowards.

Reg

08/28/2019 09:46:31 AM

08/28/2019

09:46 AM

#34

This ain't the topic I wanted to see this morning, but it seems like you're in at least a little better state of mind if you're opening up about it, so that's good.

ExThaNemesis

08/28/2019 09:50:41 AM

08/28/2019

09:50 AM

#35

glad ur still with us bro we love you

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WiggumFan267

08/28/2019 10:06:56 AM

08/28/2019

10:06 AM

#36