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I'm a woman.
I don't think you're pathetic or a loser or anything like you were saying. Your mind is stuck is all, you are hurt, ruminating about what happened, and it's not healthy for you to keep thinking about it all too much.
You need to process your emotions, the feelings are valid. Also make a conscious effort to do other things and get your mind off what happened. When you start to feel sad again, accept that, process the emotion, and then let it go and do something else. Practice some self care. Do something you enjoy and focus on that while you are doing it. Maybe go for a ride on a bicycle, go walk in a park with pretty trees or something. Treat yourself to an ice cream.
I understand. it was difficult as hell last week and this week its slowly getting better just sucks that i tried to meet new people and friends and Its like a mental block which is stupid. also dont even want to play ajrpg or whatever to get my mind off things but its all my problems and my fault that I need to work out and iron out to be a better person.
edit oh and
@CSCA33
i never said it was wrong of her to do any of those things or even if she did tell me to f off she would be in her right and even implying it isnt wrong its just how I took that last message mostly and many did the same. which isn't bad of her, i still care for her and wish whatever she didnt feel with me she feels with the next person and more. she deserves the best imo