Dark_Arbron posted...
I think I should have been more specific. Its not programming specifically I lack the ability to learn, its most things. Everything Ive ever tried Ive been garbage at, no matter how much time I put into it.
It also doesnt help that no employer even gave me the chance to start at the bottom and learn over time due to discrimination. And nowadays I face even
more
discrimination, when I was already a lost cause to begin with.
Why even bother getting out of bed at this point?
get up because fuck everyone who would like to see you down and out. fuck them, just do you in spite of the barriers that exist.
Jesus, if you're listening, let me handle my liquor.
Jesus, if you're there, why do I feel alone in this room with you?