I don't believe you "Don't have the capacity", that's defeatist talk.
I've seen people from all walks of life, if they "Want to Do it", they'll make it happen.
No matter how hard of a hill it is to climb.
Ive spent more than long enough to know Im a lost cause. I cant be the only one either.
"How is that a religious topic? That's just me talking about GOD." -Frostmourne