I am taking one called Fanapt, and ever since taking it I have not been able to release during alone time. If I do its a very tiny amount, most of the time, nothing.
As strange af as that is, and worrying if it could become something permanent...
If the medication ends up working, I don't think I would care so much as crazy as it sounds. Simply because I've been on many many medications that don't work or make things worse and this one seems a bit more relieving too me so far, due to the severity of my issues if it ends up staying decent I think I could take that trade off at this point due to how awful I typically feel, and never been highly invested with 'that' anyhow due to it being over fast anyways.
Think he called it a last line type of medication.
https://www.anime-planet.com/users/RJP/anime/watched
Recommend some anime, preferably completed series or in the least, series that feel like they ended well.