I think you should try it. Put some dedicated time aside, browse through some music, read some reviews/articles on your computer/phone then take it to another room and just listen through it. Might help your creative side too if being an artist is still something you want to pursue.
I'm not saying you do this, but I think a lot of us put on Youtube, anime, video games and music just to distract us from thinking too much rather than something to actually enjoy. I know sometimes I definitely do this.
So I was standing still at a
stationary
store...