It feels very difficult, and like I'm butting against a wall. Whenever I start to feel better about one thing, something else comes along and makes things bad again. It seriously feels like I'm destined to be miserable and alone.
Was feeling pretty suicidal recently again, but things seem to have lined up a bit and have the potential to improve my life somewhat. So I'm gonna ride this out and see what happens from here. Hopefully it won't just fall apart later.
What did the pirate say on his 80th birthday?
Aye Matey!